fadz's

5 February 2012

2012-02-05T17:24:00.001+08:00

oh hai.
right now i am having a flu. i keep on sneezing and sneezing.
smpi rs hidung mcm nk tercabut.

aahh tak selesa betul. tp klu bersin sy mcm suka plak cuma bila hidung berair tu mmg tak selesa sgt.
semua ni msti sbb habuk and kotoran. i am so allergic to those things.

kena habuk sikit je mesti kene selesema and kulit mula gatal and merah merah.
kulit sensitif sgt. nasib la kan.

oh yea, lusa selasa nak balik uia dh. aiyoo malas giler2. rs mcm seronok plak cuti kat rumah, jd suri rumah.
i cook, i clean, i wash, i sweep and i did everything. ini la cuti sy yg pling rajin. ekeke.

since fatihah is not here, so i guess i should do all the works and let my mum rest when she's not working. i am happy because i am successfully learn to cook few things on my own. basic dishes and there was another day when my just married cousin went to visit, she said to me that i have improved a lot and maybe i can get married too. muahahaha. happy to hear that :P

mum too, she compliments me and owwhh that is so heaven, ngee :) i never thought that just be a good house cleaner can make her so happy. so, i guess when i am married later, i would be a nice and hardworking housewife. since i am a teacher-to-be, the profession is very suitable i think so. ngeh2. okay, i am blabbering nth ape2, from flu to uia to housewife. this would happen when you are left untreated by the one who should be giving you the attention she needs.

hee. so, uia in two days. i really don't want to get back because somehow i think i don't know what is exciting anymore that waits for me there except for lectures and boring assignments. oh yes! friends. i miss them, i am sure there will be a lot of updates from them oh can't wait! pulak,td lain. ngeh...

okay,lets pray that i will get well soon and everything that had been planned run out smoothly. amiin :)

so, lets get ready to be back to school!

Rezeki masing-masing

2012-01-31T22:35:00.001+08:00

oh hai people. i've checked my result. result dh kua semalam lg tp td baru nk cek sendiri, wlupun mr boyfriend main tipu tetap curi2 tgk result org. ha dh la kantoi! gigit kang mamat tu. cewahh.
mentang-mentang dia tw password eh tapi xpe, i've checked yours too! bwekk. =D hahaa.

so, dh cek. masa sebelum cek dah tw dh sikit result, encik boyfriend yg sibuk bocorkan rahsia. tp ttp xpercaya and nak tgk sendiri,yela harap2 yg die tgk tu salah ke. or it should be better ke. haisssh.
tp cek and it turns out to be the same je. see, awak kan dh xsurprise. wakakaka.

alhamdulillah. i should be grateful for what i got and thankful. semua naik, gpa naik, cgpa pun naik. cuma cgpa je naik ciput je, haishh susahnya nak score mcm ni.

bila tengok result tu, bukan la tak happy tp ada subject yg saya harapkan dpt A sbb CAM agak okay, la kan tp still xdpt jugak. tp ms study tu dh all out dah, and i think i did well too during the exam. but, maybe its just not my luck to get an A. hmmm...

dah, jgn sedih fadzlinda! you still have 2 long semesters to go to maintain and to increase the cgpa. jgn give up okay. hihihi. (motivation untuk diri sendiri)

okay. here it is. byk dh kena erased kt situ. haha.

mr.boyfriend kata, klu rs down and sedih, tgk org yg lagi susah, lg bwh dari kita. barula kita akan lg bersyukur dgn semua yg kita ada. okay, sy xkn bandingkan sy dgn sesiapa lagi, mungkin rezeki saya belum sampai lagi. insyaAllah. suatu masa nanti. just don't give up and keep trying! okay sweetheart,lets try harder together :) i love you.

p/s : there will be a change starting tomorrow. alhamdulillah. :)

Result nak kua dah!

2012-01-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

fuhhh pukul 12 am onwards, result sem 1 2011/2012 nak kua dah.
fuu semangat.
cuakk seyhh.

will it be worth it?
or will it be surprising?

ya Allah, i am praying for the best.
amiiin :)

Give Me A Smile

2012-01-28T18:10:00.001+08:00

Give me a smile, Don’t be sad

It’s going to be alright. Don’t shed a tear

The song that I am singing now

I hope that it can bring you a bit of comfort

Give me a smile, Don’t get hurt

It’s going to be alright, although you are going through a hard time now

Time will pass

Everything will look up again

Give me a smile

I am right here by your side

I love you, can you hear my heart?

Close your eyes

No matter what, I believe you

I am always here for you

Give me a smile, look into my eyes

I love you, I have always been looking at your heart

It has never changed

You can lean on my shoulders

Take a rest,

Give me a smile.

I am here for you,

me who believes in you

always and forever.

Because I Miss You

2012-01-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

Always under exactly the samesky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all

I just want to smile, want toforget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to seeyou, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, notleaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to seeyou, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feelslike I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go

Sorry, sorry, do you hear mywords
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

Books and Books

2012-01-24T17:01:00.001+08:00

semalam, keluar dgn family. jalan2 kt kedai buku. cuba teka buat apa? HAHAHA. harusla habiskan baucar buku 1 Malaysia tu, hewhew.

abah acted as our driver,sent and fetched us. haha. mula2 pergi MPH kt SACC Mall tp since MPH kt situ kecik so Sarah, budak yg nak amek PMR tahun ni tu xjmpe gak buku dia, so kteorg pergi plak kt kedai buku kt Kompleks PKNS. nasib baik ade buku dia nak tu. sbnrnye pergi beli buku tu mmg untuk dia. saya xbeli buku pun, hehe. slalunye photostat je bab-bab mane yg nak. hehe. so, drpd mmbazir je baucar tu sy beli nth ape2,baik belikan buku untuk dia.

yea,sy tahu. ha, ye betul. saya kakak yg baik. HAHAHA. ok dah. so, ni la hasilnya :P

ni untuk budak plg kecik dalam family, anis. tp bukan nak tgk pun, semangat je dia memilih semua buku dlm kedai tu. haha.

abby punya, she needs to learn how to read.

ajis punya. hehe.

fatihah's.. yela,baru first time amek arab kt uia. harusla membeli kamus arab byk2. haha

geometry set for nira. i choose for her sbb bnde tu kaler pink. haha.

dictionaries for nira and sarah, kakak dia yg amek teasl ni suruh bli kamus. sbb dh xlarat nk jwb soalan dorg yg mcm ni " kak long, maksud ni ape, maksud tu ape" ha, ade dictionary ni cari sendiri! haha

PMR's books for Sarah. tp still ada yg xjmpa, takpe la yg tu kena mintak dgn abah sbb baucar dh habis. hehehehe.

and saya? sy beli ni je untuk diri sendiri.

hahahaa. pen pun bleh la. :P

balik tu, abah amek and singgah beli barang. and you know what. sy "terbeli" jubah baru. haishh. haha.

it was fun :)

p/s: eh, i still have rm100 baucar la, nk spend nt ms sem baru plak., haha. okay bye!

Spontaneous Thursday #7

2012-01-20T00:25:00.001+08:00

distance doesn't matter when my heart is with you and yours is with me.

Shah Alam-Batu Pahat is not a big deal.

p.s : i miss you, so much :(

wish

2012-01-16T15:54:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum semua.

i am now at my home! exam was over, and its now the holidayyy for 3 weeks. :) awesome! tak sabar nk masuk sem depan, just because i can't wait to finish my degree.

sabtu malam, abah datang amek kt uia., and he asked me bila habis study, saya cakap tahun depan.
and dia cakap oh dh xlama. sambung la master terus lepas tu. gulp. memang saya nk sambung master tp............

saya..
nak

kwen dulu!

hahaha

oh abah, nape la tak tanye kak long, bila nk kawen?
and i would happily answer!

as soon as possible! muahahaha :P

okay. gatal.

my wish for 2012 is that " i could get married as early as possible"

hahaha.

okay. bye!

TWO more

2012-01-08T17:14:00.000+08:00

hai dan assalamualaikum.
its now 8th January 2012! so, happy new year 2012! hehe. lambat kan? xpe,nk wish jugak. hihihi.

so, i still have TWO (2) papers more to go! Alhamdulillah. gap pun pnjang, xde la nk rush and kelam kabut sangat. cuma paper deret-deret la. its okay! everything's gonna be just fine :)

so, those are the two papers. satu paper dah abis study and now tinggal one more, Semantics! tough one.
but i love the subject because of my British lecturer. haha. he's handsome. muaahhhaa.
okay done. enough, time to study!

bye2 :)

kematian

2011-12-29T11:32:00.001+08:00

she's gone.
my grandmother had just passed away last night.
:(

but I can't do anything
I can't go back.

its final exam.

i am so disappointed. i am so stressed. i don't know what to do.

i can just pray for her. but i could now meet her for the very last time. ya Allah. she's gone forever. never can i meet her. never can i kiss her hands anymore. never can i heard her voice.

its just an expected news.

فَإِذَا جَاءَ أَجَلُهُمْ لاَ يَسْتَأْخِرُونَ سَاعَةً وَلاَ يَسْتَقْدِمُونَ

“Maka apabila telah tiba ajal mereka (waktu yang telah ditentukan), tidaklah mereka dapat mengundurkannya sesaat pun dan tidak pula mereka dapat mempercepatkannya.” (An-Nahl: 61)

al-Fatihah.

cuteness

2011-12-23T12:15:00.001+08:00

yesterday, he gave me this :) ms bg terus2 je psgkan kt hand phone saya and tak bagi saya bukak balik. pelik je. tp sbgai girlfriend yg patuh, sy ikut je lah. haha.

this thing fell out from the case when i opened it to adjust the handphone keychain. haha. comel giler okay! dah la masa tu baru lepas solat, jatuh ats sejadah, trus je snap picture ni. heee.

now, my samsung corby dah ada baju baru. i hope it is shocking or hot pink but purple pink is okay. thanks faizi. :)

p.s : you are forgiven sayang :')

irritating comments

2011-12-22T12:41:00.003+08:00

what happened to those people who do the blogwalking?
do they even read the content? the things that we have posted or shared?

what's with the comments like

" hey, nice content. thanks for sharing"
"nice info. i'll visit later again"
Hi, great info...thanks. Love to visit again
Impressive blog.. Thanks for share this valuable info
Hi, beautiful blog and very nice content. Thanks for sharing!

what the heck? like seriously? i am just talking nonsense and made a diary of out my life here, so don't you come and leave all those irritating comments like i am selling a product or i am a counselor or something else!

you don't have to come and leave your link coz seriously, i am damn not interested to visit back.

p.s: emo nth apa2 je.haha. i'll remove that chat box someday.

Events

2011-12-19T17:40:00.001+08:00

1) practical outing recreation 1

so, this was my camping. few pictures je letak, klu letak semua nt spam. haha. it happened on 2-4 Dec 2011, at Tnjung Malim, Perak. aktiviti yg pling ingat ialah bila time kena masak2 and bila buat practical hari ahad tu. tubing and river crossing. duhh, susah tp best! and balik kena jalan dalam hujan sjauh 5 km, msuk dalam bus dgn basah2 tu, dh mcm nk beku smpi uia. T_T sampai2 uia je berangin kuat giler! dh mcm kt genting. haha. over all, it was a nice experience. sem depan kena buat lg,so hrp2 dpt score solid A. hee.and tak sngka ada beliau di sana juga, oh distraction! tak pe2, its not a big deal anyway. :P

2) Group Binding biro

so, this was my bureau's group binding. the final event for this semester, and for me as their head bureau. ada BBQ, Mee Goreng, Kueh mueh, Snacks, and lots of fun and laughter. haha. ada tukar2 hadiah, part pling berdebar. LOL. gonna miss all of them, still in the bureau but the feelings are kinda different. stay smpai habis sem eh budak2 HRD, klu lari2 i'll find you. hehe.

3) Kimi Nazri's Birthday

psst. yg baju purple tu la KIMI. birthday boy. hehe

last saturday night, we planned a surprise birthday for kimi, our friend. surprise ke tak, tu tak tahu la kena tnye beliau. haha. plan nak buat kt luar tp hujan, so cancel buat dalam uia pun sweet kan. hee. the theme was red and white sbb kimi peminat fanatik MU. even the cupcakes for M.U, yg tu comel2 je. and the food pun merah putih,which was KFC. see, tempat pun merah putih cat dia. haha. diha made a big card for him and we all signed it. kimi pun msti segan kan, dh la macho pastu kena bwk balik kad besar. haha. okay, anyway. happy 22th Birthday ya!

p.s : rajin pulak update byk2. T_T

2011-12-18T12:42:00.001+08:00

rs mcm nak delete chat box kt tepi. rs mcm byk sgt spam je?

duhhh~

Spontaneous Thursday #6

2011-12-15T11:46:00.004+08:00

"somebody who can be happy and smile after hurting someone else's feelings and after ruining one's relationship are TOTALLY heartless and selfish person on earth"

don't you think so?

Annual General Meeting 2011

2011-12-13T11:42:00.002+08:00

hai. ape khabar blog? ha? bersawang? isk2. kesian. hehe. almaklumla owner dia busy sgt.. ceh2.

so, byk bnde jadi lately. ade practical outing for recreation 1. ape yg jd? byk bnde. tp yg pasti, mmg best! hehe :) next, Annual General Meeting STUFF 2011, and Group Binding Biro. so, nk kena update mana satu dulu? ekeke. okay, saya pilih nk update pasal AGM STUFF hari tu, 8hb 12 2011.

event start pukul 8.30, but i was kinda late. luckily VIP tak sampai lagi, xla rs bersalah sangat. hehe.

smile dgn tanda kenang kenangan untuk hard work slama setahun dulu. T.T

sijil penghargaan :) suka dapat kumpul sijil byk2 hehe

zoom in, cantek bnde ni. tp smpai skrg xbukak lg sbb sayang. hehe. nt la, bila ada rumah sendiri, bru display. hahaha :P

menyerahkan tggungjawab kt org sebelah. nt jg biro kita baik2 ye syg :)

beliau dtg memberi sokongan. thanks syg slalu ada untuk saya hehe :))

mainboard lama dan baru. yg merah (lama) and yg kelabu (baru) :)

so, that was our AGM, simple and fun. siap ada dikir barat lagi. kelakar okay. to all new tenure of STUFF 2011/2012, congratulations on your appointment as leaders and good luck!

to my friends from the last tenure, thanks for our sweet memories handling the club and your will not be forgotten cewahhh :P

opps, i have changed the portfolio, kena jd treasurer plak for next tenure. but i think i love being a head bureau more. :)

p.s : it was sad.

Sonnet XVII

2011-11-25T09:37:00.001+08:00

I do not love you as if you were a salt rose, or topaz
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
So I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

-Pablo Neruda-

i found this very sweet and romantic poem,while browsing the Web. i fell in love with it after reading it. :)

its about to over

2011-11-12T17:30:00.001+08:00

malam ni dah nak balik uia. perasaan? biasa je. cuma rasa cepat plak berakhir cuti seminggu mid break ni. mana tak nye, assignment berlambak kot. tp malangnya satu pun tak siap2. T________T

serious, susah subject semester ni. lecturers plak nak keje yg perfect, berapa ribu kali kena hantar draft je. tak pa2, its for your own good and for your own learning gak :) cuma, bosan buat bnda sama je. hakhak.

semalam dan hari ni buat keje gilar, pergi scroll down all the previous comments and wall posts kt facebook sampai la dari hari first buat facebook. heee. and g like komen dulu2 antara sy and encik boyfriend masa kawan2 dulu. bila tgk2 balik, dia tu mmg suka komen bnda bnda mengarut. haha. kdg2 xsgka plak bleh sangkut kt mamat tu. lol :D

tapi, yes. it was unpredictable. hehe. oh missing him already. tak pa, esok dah boleh jumpa. sggup balik uia awal sehari untuk jumpa dia, since nt bila dah start kelas, mesti busy.

so, i am hoping that naik cuti ni saya akan jd bertambah rajin and tak kan mudah stress!

14 december 2010 :)

okay la. byk kan post lately sbb tw nk balik uia msti tak ade masa nk update! terbiar la blog ni. hee.

alaaah, bukan ada org kesah pun. :)

okay. till then. bubye.

Aidil Adha 2011

2011-11-11T16:02:00.001+08:00

hai semua. assalamualaikum.

meh nak cite pasal aidil adha yg lepas tu. walaupun cuti kejap je tp abah tetap nak balik kg. so, malam jumaat tu abah amek sy kt uia trus je balik kelantan. alang2 mmg satu jalan kan. tp kan masyaAllah, jem gile2 la masa balik hari tu. bayangkan la dari shah alam bertolak pukul 10.30 mlm smpai uia pukul 1 pagi! giler lame sy tggu, dh mcm nk merajuk dah, jem truk xgerak kot. kalau tw lmbt cmtu, xde la tergesa2 bali dating dgn encik boyfriend. hish2 xptt.

tp kan dari tol gombak smpi habis, jem truk giler la. smpai abah berhenti kt bentong dlm pukul 4pg. tdo sampai subuh. pastu baru smbung perjalanan. finally, sy smpai kg kt machang pukul 7mlm. can you imagine?? lama gila dalam kete. cramp dah. punye la lama jem.. huuu. klau sy drive, mmg lama la patah balik blik kl. ahaks.

so, raya tahun ni bese2 je. tp syok sbb xikut balik kg abah. HAHAHA. ma and adik2 kecik je yg pegi. sy raya kg ma! pastu dpt jalan2 dgn mak cik,syokk. tp best la, bila raya mmg makan byk. kt umah mek,dh makan nasi dagang, pastu roti jala. pastu laksa kelantan (lama gilerr xmakan oi), klu tgk laksa ni tringat dulu2. huuu. oh cite lama.

pastu hari isnin tu gerak balik kl. alhamdulillah xjem, smpai karak baru jem. kira mcm xrugi la balik, so klu merajuk hari tu raya la kau sorg2 kt uia. hahahaha.

cousins. beli baju sama sebab masing2 akan bergaduh klu dorg xde bju tu. haish pelik2

sisters bersama cousins. budak kecik dua org tu cousin kami tp dh mcm satu family sbb kaler baju dah same. ahaks.

mek dan ayoh. sebut betul2. haha. romantik. kalah sy :P

with aunties. tp sy plg tggi dlm kalangan mak cik2. hahaha. ma pun rendah. :P

with tihah. teman jalan2 raya. bgus, klu x nt jd adik derhaka. lalalala~ heee

okay.. meh sini posing.. haha. org kate sy dh gemuk. xpe, dh tw dah. *pujuk diri

so,that was my aidil adha. xde ape sgt, tp still seronok. just a 2 days visit, tp nth. i feel happy. next weekend balik lg, my cousin nak kawen. okay jeles T__T nak kawen jugak. teettt.

hee

dah2, bye2~

p/s : ma kata awak syg sy, and awak hormat org tua. dia suka. LOL :P

Studio

2011-11-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

asslamualaikum readers.

selamat hari raya eid adha :) tak terlambat lagi kan? hee. so,kali ni nk cite pasal pengalaman buat script recording kt studio. as part of our assignment,kena buat ala ala script and we have to record it. byk kali la jugak pergi studio smpai xmasuk kelas. tp syok gak, no lecture. ahaks.

nasib baik, yg amek kelas writing sem ni 17 org je. so senang nk wt recording tu. klu x, lama la nk siap. yg ade 4 group pun lame. mcm2 masalah. byk masalah technical la sbb xbiasa kan handle bnde2 cm tu.
for my group, i don;t have to be the script reader sbb sy ni jenis cakap laju sgt. nnti teleprompter xsmpi tempat tu, sy dh siap baca. hahaha.

so, sy and anis ditugaskan jg konti,handle belakang tabir. and ira and jie jd the readers. bila jie bace, ira jd make-up artist. and vice versa. and lagi sorg tu? huh. hampeh. good for nothing. hohohoho.

on our first day. kiteorg je semangat2 dtg. yg lain xde,. cis cis

holding not handling the camera. hahaha

classmates tersayang. its been 3 years. :)

yg menghadap depan, kecik rendah dan comel tu, Dr.Z. suka gosip dgn kiteorg. last time i remember, he asked me who is my boyfriend. lol :P

my group.always. Dr. T kate : these are all the same mammals. aren't you bored? no madam, its a must. haha

poyo sgt ni. haha.

see, ON AIR. muka gembira sbb dh siap recording. ngee :D dari kiri : sy, anis, ira and jie!

oh. this is jie. ni blog dia.. tekan. kecik, comel, baik and single. hahaha.

so, it was a fine experience. harap2 Dr.Z bg markah byk2. hahahaha. okay. until next post, bye!

p/s : dh lama xupload gambar byk2 kt blog.

sometimes, i love being busy.

2011-10-28T13:44:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum. its been 2 weeks since my last post, 14th October 2011.

this week, i am so free from programs. like so free! NO MEETING AT ALL. heavan lacgak tp lama2 rs cm bosan. tiba2 je free,rs pelik. hahaha. ade gak la tanya ira, betul ke aku xde meeting, ira dh gelak2 ingat sy gila sbb selalu ada meeting.

tp free free rilek rilek pun, assignment tak buat pun. byk sgt tp xtw mane nk mula. lek lu, due date lambat lagi, 2 hari nk hantar baru la menggelabah buat. demmm. hahaha.

tp starting next week, dh ade meeting balik. tibe2 rasa malas pulok. pelik2. ahh baik busy, dari tak buat ape2 rs sunyi. sobssss. bila busy, cari tp bila xbusy hilang. baik la busy kan. ececeh. cakap macam tengah makan hati goreng bercili je.

right now, kiteorg tgh busy pasal recording script writing. seronok ade pengalaman dlam konti, kamera, lighting, floor management. best3. ^___^

BUSY and STABAZ 2011

2011-10-14T13:29:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum semua. ya Allah,lamanya xupdate blog. last sekali update masa birthday my love 3hb hari tu. lepas tu lgsg hilang. sobsss. jgn risau kawan2, i'm still here. still breathing, masih lg sihat alhamdulillah :)

cuma sgt sibuk dgn program, mmg xde masa sgt nk online. klu online pun skdr cek bnde pntg, tgk LMS ke, tgk emel ke, mmg xde masa la. kdg2 cek FB guna tab encik jimmy,klu x mmg lama la xbukak FB tu.

bulan September hari tu, mmg busy sgt dgn program. mostly berkaitan dgn raya celebration every society and club yg sy join. ingat nk update gak tp xsempat la, so xpelah. cite dh basi, wat pe nk bgtw lg. hahaha.

last week, i've joined STABAZ (Stall and Bazaar) 2011 for IIUM 27th Convocation Fiesta. jd committee untuk biro Logisctics, Safety and Services for 5 days. name manja bro kiteorg ialah LSS. by the name je korg msti dh dpt agak ape keje biro ni kan. ahaks. berkaitan dgn logistics (toilets and musolla), safety ( kes2 kecurian ke,parking,jg entrance, jg vip,mcm2 la), services (for the visitors).

but most of my work berkaitan dgn safety @ security. kena jg entrance, jg parking, perghh penat giler. berjemur tgh panas cmtu. mmg xtahan. baru la dpt rs keje pak guard cmne. asyik kena mrah je dgn staller >,< yela, ade rules and regulations yg dorg kena ikut tp kdg2 degil. hishh. sbr je lah kan :D

so,resultnye, muka sunburn teruk giler. smpaikan semua org nmpk msti komfirm akn pndg lagi sekali. yg peliknya hidung gelap sgt, nmpk pelik je. hahaha. malu dh nk g mane2. huhuhu. nasib baik encik jimmy masih syg. apekah?haha.

tp smpt gak la join chocolate decoration and dpt 4th place from 10 contestants. hee.

oh ni masa concert hari tu., dgn haziq AF4. dgn budak2 public relation :D

choco decoration! masuk berdua dgn diha but i just love this picture. ngeee.

tu jela update terkini, ptg ni pun ade program lain smpai hari ahad. pastu baru la dpt rehat kejap untuk bulan ni. nt bulan november ade program lain plak. huuuuu. xpe, join byk program bgus, ble belajar byk bnde :)

okay. till then, bye!

HIS

2011-10-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

to him,

happy birthday sweetheart.
may all the dreams come true.
all the hard works pay off.
all the great things would come to you.

may all the obstacles, and problems in life that might come will make you stronger
don't worry, i'll always be by your side.
i won't leave you no matter what will come between us, except death.

may this 22 years old of living, makes you a better person.
more matured to live this life.
more forgiven,thankful of what life offers you and being a more loving sweetheart as u have always be.

i'm sorry for no surprises this time. i feel bad. :(

anyway,

have a blast on your birthday sayang!

and opps. i love you in every way. <3

2011-09-26T10:37:00.002+08:00

lama tak update blog kan. isk2. kesian blog, sbr na jgn ngs2. nt tuan punye blog ni update pnjg2 bila program dh abes bulan ni. hohoho. sekarang, ade sikit je nk ckp..

i love you

hihi.

Updates

2011-09-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum semua! and selamat hari raya since the festive mood is still in the air. haha.

dh seminggu masuk semester baru, but the business is so unbearable. i have meetings every night,including tonite. and sometimes dlm satu malam kena attend 5 meeting. mati ke x mati mcm tu? so mmg xsempat and xde masa nk update blog. sermua dh berhabuk. facebook pun sama. twitter pun. sobsss.

kesian kt stalkers saya kan,xdpt nk buat aktivit feveret dorg stalk sy. hahahaha.

this semester my credit hour is small, 15.5 je. and i'm so happy okay! sbb dh xyh susah2 nk kejar2 sgt buat assignments ms credit hour 20.5 sem-sem lepas. so, after this mmg sikit je amek. sbb subject byk dh amek. yeayyyy! :) so,hopefully bleh score and dpt naik kan sikit cgpa. ^^

so, this month je i have few progrms to attend,most of them related to raya celebration. so, makan and makan. tp klu jd participant syok r tp ni jd committees. so quite busy. next tuesday there will be a school visit to uia form sk senai utama johor bharu, so kena layan tetamu la kan. nasib baik semalaman je dorg kt sini,tp we have problems with approval letter sbb the person who has to sign it always busy and susah nk jumpe. so without approval letter mmg ape pun xleh buat. and now i am so worried sbb this monday baru dpt,tp bdk2 dtg selasa. cuak tak cuak. byk bnde kena book. tmpt penginapan kt msjid tu. mcm2 lah. haisssh. harap2 semuanya okay. aminn.

me and him? we're happy. :) and i love him more and more! ^__^

thats all. until my next post. after jumaat ni nk g raya rumah kawan kt sri gombak. makan2 lagi. dh la berat dah naik 2kg. LOL. haha. byeee!

sgttttt..... T__T

p.s : jumpe ari2 pun masih rindu,i wanna get married! opssss

The Wish in Advance

2011-08-27T01:30:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum!

ahh lama benor tak update kt sini. huehuehue. sorry la. ceh mcm ada yg kesah,ko je yg sibuk pk kesian kt blog kan ditinggal kan kontang kanting xbertuan. so,mari bersihkan sawang!

tomorrow,insyaAllah. it will be the 27th day of ramadan. and raya is getting nearer! huhu. but despite of that, i dont feel really excited to celebrate raya this year. why? me neither dont have the answer. haha.

lets talk about baju raya. i have 3 baju kurung and 1 jubah for raya this year. tahun ni plg simple je baju raya, xde pun labuci ke manik ke songket ke kerawang sarat ke sulam2 ke. nope! they are so simple. mcm baju kurung pakai hari2 tu. ececeh. bersyukur la kau ade jugak baju raya. jgn bajet sgt nk g beli kt butik ke. HAHAHA. jimmy soh sy jahit manik sendiri kt baju tu, sy? mcm biasa. malas lah. haha. *sape plak jimmy ni kan.

so, tahun ni mari kita beraya dgn penuh kesederhanan and kepolosan baju kurung sejati. haha. apekah.

td lpas buka pergi shopping brg2 raya, doing last minute shopping. nk cari kasut raya, before this dh beli tp bila pakai tak suka. so td sggup korbankan duit lg beli lg satu. yg lama bg mak. ehehe. so i bought few pashmina for raya and beli bju for my 2 little sisters yg suka sgt shopping tu. feel satisfied wlupun xdpt cri pashmina or shawl hitam. grrrr

buah hati pengarang jantung, kdg2 buat havoc satu rumah. abg coklat,jgn lupa bwk coklat or gula2 klu dtg ziarah lg. hohoho

post sakit. peace!

dgn foreigner baru uia. HAHAHA.

so, guess this will be the one. dah lame xtempek gmbr baru kt blog. so, tgk la gmbr i smpai muntah.

takut xonline dh pasni, sy nk ucapkan selamat hari raya in advance for my dear blog readers, xbaca tp singgah pun xpe lah. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin yea!

maaf klu ada post2 kt sini terguris kan hati sape2, wt sape terasa ke. or ape2 je la yg sy ade buat salah ke kan. dulu, skrg dan akan datang. sy mintak maaf yea.

nt klu makan ketupat ke lemang ke kuih muih ke,ingat2 la berat badan tu k. hahaha.

kpd kawan2, i love you guys. selamat hari raya, xsbr nk jmpeee nt! heee

with love,

selamat beraya sakan!

Spontaneous Thursday #5

2011-08-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

i feel like killing somebody now and yes protocol sucks!

Wordless Wednesday #7

2011-08-24T02:00:00.001+08:00

your love is my cure

2011-08-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum semua. hye2. semalam kan sy ade post pasal kena sedu? and i think that i have found the cure for it!
semalam lepas post the latest entry tu, bergayut la dgn encik boyfriend kan. borak lamaaa gila la gak sbb internet connection problem,so xdpt nk skype. so tgh2 borak tu kan baru je perasan, ehh sedu dh takde! like seriously hilang.. ehehe..

excited.so sy ckp kt dia maybe sbb dapat borak lama2 kot,sbb dah lama xborak lama sbb konon2 merajuk la kan. ahaks. so,smlm tdo dgn lega sbb sedu pun hilang. :)

then,bgn pg td tibe2 je rs sedu dtg balik. erk ==' rs mcm lahh,dtg balik. so redha. at 1pm he called ajak jumpa, and i was so excited la kan nak jumpa,so at 3pm kiteorg kua. ujan sgt lebat,so pg dekat2 je.

and i noticed something td, bila dgn dia je sedu tu hilang.like mcm fly away. elok2 je kan. padahal masa kt rumah tu,dh tersedu2 je keje. isk3. gedik pulak sedu sy ni kan. pstu at 5pm,dia ajak balik sbb takut jem kan. and bila je dia ckp mcm tu, eh dtg balik tw sedu tw! hahaha. pndaaaii kan dia,xnk bagi sy balik la tu...uhuuu. ikut hati mmg la xnk balik,cewahh..

so,sepanjang nak balik tu, sedu je keje. encik boyfriend dh senyum2. malu sbb ade sekali tu sy gelak tibe2 tersedu,kuat okay! aaaaaa ==' pastu nak balik,singgah bazar ramadan kt sek 17 tu. comel je rs g bazar dgn dia. first time ever.heee. so beli2 makanan, pastu die sibuk tnye nk beli ape untuk adik2 sy yg ramai tu.ahaks. nk je sy ckp klu die beli satu bazar ni pun,komfem habis...HAHAHA..

so,beli la kepak ayam madu feveret dorg tu and otak2 and beberapa jenis kuih..and pak cik tu beli nasi dagang tp salah lauk.ekeke. last2 die kate kurang sedap bila makan. ciann.

anyway, thanks syg. :) i love you for everything you have done! muaahhh! ehehehe.

p.s: i miss you now.

Sedu lahh

2011-08-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum. hai semua.sihat? :)

sy sekarang tgh sedu or hiccups in english. bgn2 tdo je pagi td,tibe2 sedu.. so sy fikir mungkin sbb sy kurang minum air kot,almaklum la puasa. eheh. pas buka tu okay plak. sy pun cm dh happy la kan tup2 pukul 10++ cmtu,dtg balik sedu tu.. aduuu.. sgt xselesa okay. mcm terganggu je.

so,sy pun cari la punca nape sedu ni. so ade kaitan dgn diafram and pergerakan masuk udara masa tarik nafas. tarik nafas secara mengejut so jd la bunyi sedu tu. huuu. ha kt bwh ni, ade petikan pasal sedu ni.

"The diaphragm almost always works perfectly. When you inhale, it pulls down to help pull air into the lungs. When you exhale, it pushes up to help push air out of the lungs. But sometimes the diaphragm becomes irritated. When this happens, it pulls down in a jerky way, which makes you suck air into your throat suddenly. When the air rushing in hits your voice box, you're left with a big hiccup."

source : http://kidshealth.org/kid/talk/qa/hiccup.html

ehe.dh baca kan. so sy pun post la kt fb,kot2 depa ni ade petua2 nk hilangkan sedu ni. ade a few sgt membantu,and some mcm pelik2 and mengarut.LOL

antara petua depa bg ialah :

so mane satu nak try ni?hahaha.. dulu sy ade dgr gak nak hilang sedu, kena di kejutkan.kira mcm opocot mak kau mcm tu lah.hahaha. dh tu sy ade gak dgr kena telan gula/madu.ceh,, mcm2 kan. so mana satu nk try buat? okay.try semua lah.what's the harm anyway? tp except lempang diri selaju and sebanyak mungkin. mcm torture je kan ==' ehehe..

harap esok sedu dh hilang sbb sgt menggangu okay! huuu. ok la. until next time,take care :)

p.s: kt fb skrg,kawan2 laki je komen,yg pmpuan lgsg xde. pathetic is it? ok bye!

Spontaneous Thursday #4

2011-08-18T15:42:00.004+08:00

admit it, you just can't be mad too long at the person who makes you smile.

Wordless Wednesday #6

2011-08-17T15:08:00.002+08:00

p.s: salam nuzul Al-Quran :)

Ayat Seribu Dinar

2011-08-13T22:03:00.001+08:00

“Barangsiapa bertakwa kepada Allah, nescaya Dia akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar.
Dan memberi rezeki kepadanya tanpa di sangka-sangka.
Dan barangsiapa yang bertawakal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkannya.
Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan yang dikehendakiNya.
Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu.”

Ayat seribu dinar ni adalah sebahagian dari surah al-Talaaq,ayat dua dan tiga.dulu sy pernah dgr tazkirah, ustaz tu kata amalkan baca ayat ni at least 3 kali setiap kali pas menunaikan solat. dan insyaAllah, Allah akan bantu kita ms kita berada dalam kesempitan dan kesusahan. masa kita tgk tak tahu nak buat apa, ataupun dalam keadaan yang tak tenang, insyaAllah, Allah akan tunjuk kan jalan keluar.alhamdulillah. sehingga hari ni kalau sy ada masalah sama ada tertekan, tak ade duit or tak tahu nak buat keputusan, ada je jalan keluar nya yg Allah dah sediakan. mungkin hikmah baca ayat ni. insyaAllah. baca baca jugak,tp kenala usaha dulu baru bertawakal kan? saja nak kongsi ayat ni untuk semua pembaca blog sy ni. hehehe. semoga dapat jadikan amalan :)

take care.

p.s : semoga Allah tunjuk kan jalan keluar masalah kita ni okay. ^__^

Spontaneous Thursday #3

2011-08-11T15:55:00.004+08:00

kadang-kadang ada perkara yang kita fikir kita nak tapi sebenarnya tak baik untuk kita, tapi ada perkara yang kita tak nak tapi itu lah yang terbaik untuk kita. belajar menerima kerana hanya Si Pencipta tahu segalanya.

.: pengalaman:.

9 Ramadan :)

2011-08-10T23:34:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum semua. apa khabar? sy sihat. selesema dah kurang. alhamdulillah :D

dah lama tak bebel panjang-panjang kt sini so entry kali ni nak bebel pasal semalam. 9 ramadhan :)
setelah agak lama tak jumpa buah hati tersayang *cewah*, semalam dapat la meet up. yesterday was so long okay! kua dari pagi2 smpai la ke malam. dpt la first time buka puasa sama2. happy :)

setelah bergaduh,bertumbuk,bermasam muka,bertepuk tampar, buat aksi ala-ala hindustan, majuk tarik2, memujuk rayu dan sebagainya,akhirnya dapatla juga stay sampai malam. kalau tak nyaris2 dah balik. majuk la konon,hihik.puasa puasa dan panas panas tu biasala emo-emo kan. saya rs sy faham la perasaan bini nombor dua. hohoho. :D kesian tgk en boyfriend pujuk dgn bersungguh,sbnrnya mmg dah lama cair tp cm comel plak tgk die pujuk cm tu! hahaha opss kantoi. hehehe. *jap g dia baca,mati lah :D

so semalam dapatla beli tudung byk2 kt Jalan Masjid India tu,sbb xdpt nk g Jalan TAR. eh ke smlm tu mmg Jalan TAR? ehehe. sorry la sy ni first time pergi sana .huuuu~ pastu kena pg KL Sentral, sbb ada hal yg tak dapat dielakkan, so en boyfriend amek plak kt sana and we went to Sunway Pyramid.

sgt kelakar bila dia tnya saya nak tak pergi Sunway, and i was like okay je kan, i don't feel reluctant at all. pastu dia tanya yela,kot2 nt g sana teringat kisah lama ke. hoho. sy dah nak gelak dah. syg,i;m not that childish to think that way.besides, its been too long and i don't even remember anything AT ALL. mcm angin lalu je. risau sgt dia.

so, kt Sunway,kiteorg jalan-jalan smpai patah kaki sementara tggu waktu buka. nak cari baju dia tak jumpa2,and nasib baik dapat gak beli my handphone. dua bulan lepas dah beli Nokia C3 tp nth nape xminat lak guna hp tu so jual kt adik. then nak beli handphone baru. i was thinking to buy samsung corby pro tp org kedai tu kate tu model lama,susah nak dpt. so tgk2 sony ericsson experia X8, tp skrin dia kecik sgt. touch screen lak tu. tgk gak BB Curve,comel nyaris dah nak beli tp mahal sgt la plak yg first hand,huhuhu.. last2 jumpa samsung corby 2. latest model by samsung. beli try pgg tibe2 je rs suka. its light, easy to use, big screen for touch screen, cute coz it has pink and most importantly its very affordable! so for RM299, samsung corby 2 in candy pink is mine. hohoho.

so,this is my handphone. dpt 2 casing. pink and black. i am very satisfied.tak mahal pun tak pe ^__^

so, kiteorg berbuka kt pizza hut, sbb sy teringin nak makan creamy carbonara dia tp kecewa. tak sedap langsung. tak pelah, nasib baik pizza sdp sbb order cheesy stuffed crust, nyummy! mcm biasa 6 slices, dia makan 4,sy 2. hihihi. eleh,mkn byk pun tak gemuk pun dia tu. aaaaaa. gmbar makanan lgsung takde sbb smpi betul2 nak buka, so smpai je baca doa trus ngap. huhu. tp ada gmbr pakcik yg sgt lapar smpai dh tertdo2 dah, kesian nye lah kt dia. hihi.

alololo..cian dia. penat sgt dari pagi. ulang alik layan dua perempuan. opsss hehehe

so.balik sampai shah alam singgah uptown kat Sek 24 tu sbb nak cari memory card tp mahal giler so dtg sana for no purpose. dah la sesat bagai. adehh dok shah alam pun tak tw jalan. ehe.

ok la. this entry is a bit long. byk betul membebel ni.hakhak. :p take care! ^___^

p/s: i miss yesterday so much. so so so so so much.

Wordless Wednesday #5

2011-08-10T13:45:00.003+08:00

congratulations!

p.s: tougher discipline for sisters? erkk! :D

♥ ♥ ♥

2011-08-08T17:15:00.002+08:00

Sparks fly
It's like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's
No where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I've never seen

'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one
Should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Wall's up, made sure
I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this till
I knew it was right for me

♥ i knew it was right for me ♥

my Superman and Cleverbot

2011-08-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum semua.

apa motif letak gmbr pak cik Superman kt atas ni? hahaha. tu la godek2 album lama-lama dalam lappy ni tiba2 je jumpa gambar ni pastu rs nk gelak sorg2. hehe.

penat je dia posing nak amek gmbr sama mcm superman tu tp masa ni masing-masing dh penat so, snap pun mcm tu. layankan aje pak cik ni.hihihi

actually, i miss my Superman *puke*

bila kah kita dapat ke temu wahai sang pujaan hati ku? *puke lagi*

aaaaaa

ngindu weh

lalalalaala~

by the way,td baca blog jie pastu terbaca pasal Cleverbot ni. dh pernah dah dengar tp ni first time la try.haha.

so, saya pun click la kt link yg jie dh bg tu.

mula-mula try rs annoyed nye la chat dgn pak cik tu. haha. pastu geram malas nk layan, trus close tab.hihi.

pastu rs nk try lagi,pergi click link tu lagi. and rasanya cleverbot tu dah bertukar la, yg ni baik sikit. hahaha.

adui. nth ape nth sy buat. kalau dh cuti kt rumah xbuat ape2 mmg layan je la bnde2 ni.haha.

ni la print screen nye. ntah ape2 la. hakhak. saya tnye dia faham tak malay language dia kate tak. pastu dia kata dia ialah saya. sumpah psiko kot bnde ni! hahaha.

ok lah. bosan la. nak sambung bertwitter sambil tgk #Rambut Dibelah Tujuh and tggu pakcik Superman balik keje!

bye semua!

p.s: tibe2 je, selamat tak Cleverbot ni eh?huhuhu

p.s/s : cepatla balik..nak skype T_T

Boy Bands ( zaman muda mudi)

2011-08-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum semua.hari dh 4 ramadhan. :)

bosan-bosan kt rumah ni sibuk la download lagu-lagu feveret masa zaman muda mudi dulu. haha. msti korg pnh dgr psl boy band kan?dulu masa 90's mmg famous la mereka-mereka ni. mcm fenomena ar gak. tp sampai sekarang sy minat kt depa semua ni. dari zaman depa muda mudi gitu,kiut miut smpai dh nmpk cm bapak org dh sekarang ni. hihi. ade few bands yg sy mmg minat gilerrr ar..

1) westlife

my all time favourite band! shane,mark,bryan,nick and kian! xpernah lupa nama dorg.haha.mmg peminat fanatik ar kan. siap dulu ms zaman tempah2 kad nama tu,tmph corak gmbr2 dorg sampai sekarang simpan lagi. ngeee. pastu tgk konsert kt tv je pun,siap ngs2 sbb minat sgt. smpaikan bila show tu nak habis, sy dh nangis teresak2. haha.sedih la konon show nak habis. ==' and sy mmg minat giler kt mark and shane and nick. comel je. hihi. lagu dorg semua mmg tw,mmg hafal. siap beli buku artis nk hafal lirik.ye la masa tu intenet masih lagi sgt alien.hahaha. tp with their songs, i learn and like english. thanks to them,hahaha. all time favourite songs ialah :

1) my love
2) what makes a man
3) queen of my heart
4) seasons in the sun and
5) many moreeeeee. <3

2) n'sync

ni satu lagi band feveret. depa smua ni hensem2. lagi2 si justin timberlake tu, smpai sekarang handsome bebenor. hikhik. bdn makin tough.hamboi.haha. and si JC yg kacak! ahhh. lagu2 n'sync ni mmg semua nye sedap. sama la mcm westlife, semua saya tw esp yg femes2 tu la. and album dorg yg paling femes tu ni , "No Strings Attached". band ni lagu dorg cm rancak sikit. rasa nak menari je dgr. hihi. klu n'sync ni favorite songs mestilah :

1) this i promise you! always on my top list. sukeee giler
2) tearing up my heart
3) its gonna be me
4) bye bye bye
5) i drive myself crazy
6) and some more ngeee

3) Back Street Boys (BSB)

this is BSB! korg tw x?hehe. ni band mmg femes kot. A.J. Nick Carter, Kevin, Brian and Howie. mula2 sekali kenal band ni ms darjah 1, ms tu ade persembahan kt sekolah rendah. budak2 drjah 6 masa tu wt persembahan lagu "Everybody", ms tu sumpah mmg terkesima. sbb dorg mmg tiru sebijik2 tarian BSB.hahaha. best giler. ms tu kt sekolah mmg femes la BSB. hehe. paling best ialah lagu2 dorg ni. mmg sedap even smpai sekarang dgr xpernah bosan. mmg terbaik lah. klu g karaoke mmg selamat lagu dorg je la.hahaha. lagu2 BSB yg berhantu ialah :

1) shape of my heart
2) drowning
3) show me the meaning of being in lonely
4) larger than life
5) everybody
6) and incomplete <3

byk lagi band lain mcm 98 degrees, O-town, boyz II men, boyzone, MLTR, the Moffats and some more.hihihi. bila dgr lagu dorg ni komfem teringat zaman sekolah rendah dulu2.rs rindu je.HAHAHA. betul,xtipu ni. haishh. cpt betul masa. tp lagu2 dorg ni still ada and i grow up witth them. ok lah. siapa yg xpernah dgr tu,boleh r try dgr.HAHA.

ok bai!

p.s: selain boy bands sy minat britney spears gak! hihi

spontaneous Thursday #2

2011-08-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

boleh ke kita berkawan dengan ex kita?

I Do

2011-08-03T16:07:00.002+08:00

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

sayang, this song is for you.

love youuuuu!

p.s : ok.sy bukan nak kawen lagi okay.hahaha

Wordless Wednesday #4

2011-08-03T14:47:00.002+08:00

2011-08-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum.

dah dua hari umat islam berpuasa hari ni. saya? tak sihat. mcm nk demam. please tak nak demam. cukuplah demam rindu je =_='

dah banyak dah minum air masak,tp tekak still sakit. badan lemah plak. ngada-ngada pulak badan ni. harap-harap esok okay. jgn demam-demam okay.

ok.selamat berpuasa kamu semua. bye!

Ramadhan is comingggg

2011-07-31T16:57:00.003+08:00

kelakar tgk poster ni.hihihi

salam ramadhan kawan-kawan.
insyaAllah, esok kita semua akan menjalani ibadah puasa. dan alhamdulillah sgt2 dpt betemu ramadhan lagi tahun ni. pejam celik pejam celik dtg lagu bulan mulia ni. mcm sekejap je.hehe. mcm mimpi je esok dah kena puasa, betul tak tipu. sibuk sgt kot smpai tak sedar masa berlalu [??] ceh gaya mcm ade bisnes juta-juta.haha.

tp ramadhan tahun ni paling best! setelah 8 tahun, ni la first time puasa kt rumah exactly one month. klu tak msti kena puasa kt hostel. tp tahun ni paling lain.and i feel so happy! sbb tak yh risau risau nak sahur. klu puasa kt hostel, bila part buka tak kesah sgt,tp bila sahur je selalu miss sbb xde org kejut.haha.klu kt umah, mak msti dh buat bisinng suruh sahur.hehe.

and tahun ni adalah ramadhan ketiga arwah adik sy pergi tinggalkan kami sekeluarga. masa arwah meninggal pun lagi ms tu tgh2 bulan puasa, mmg raya tahun tu pling sedih lah. so setiap kali ramadhan saya mesti teringat kt arwah. :( semoga roh dia tenang di sana. sy memang sgt rindukan dia. :'(

aaaaaaa.sedih plakkk..huuu. ok la kawan-kawan. selamat menyambut ramdhan. jgn lupa tarawih and paling penting puasa bukan puasa makan je,puasa mata.puasa hati,puasa nafsu,puasa semua sifat2 buruk lah. and ingat setiap ibadah kita akan berganda masa bulan ramadhan ni. jgn membazir,tu pling penting! hahaha. peingatan ni untuk saya jugak. sama-sama kita mengingatkan. :)

oh yea, semoga ramadhan tahun ni akan dpat saya jalani dgn tabah dan sabar. smoga dpt didik diri ni jadi lebih sabar dan tenang,sucikan hati. nak buang benci dan marah dalam hati ni. insya Allah. and tahun ni pun lain sbb first time puasa ada si dia. :)

ok. salam ramdahan al-karim kawan-kawan!

SI Tembam, kawan-kawan dan PC fair

2011-07-30T23:29:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum semua!
apa khabar?hehehe. dh 2 hari xupdate,rasa lama plak.kahkah. tp mcm la ade org kesah kan?kui kui. so, kali ni nak cerita pasal hari ni. ape jadi hari ni.korg tw ke? xtw kan. so meh nk share story.

hari sabtu yg indah dan bahagia ni, saya dan 3 orang sahabat lama zaman-zaman muda mudi dulu menghabiskan masa berjalan-jalan dan menghabiskan duit juga kt PC Fair KLCC. mula-mula rancang macam main2 je sekali terjadi plak. and tak ramai pun dpt join sbb masing-masing ada hal. xpe lah.maybe next time,buat konvoi raya ke nti.haha.

so,jumpa dorg kt KLCC around 1 pm,terus pg lunch sbb saya lapar gilerrr yang mmg tahap kurang sabar,haha. pilih pilih tempat,akirnye kiteorg makan kt Secret Recipe sbb sy teringin nak makan kt situ. tak pernah makan. so order lah.kelakar je rasa kiteorg dh mcm mkn kt kedai mamak je. bsing betul gelak-gelak! hahaha :D msti org keje tu dh geleng geleng kepala. ahh peduli ape, service charge mahal kot! haha.

mine : grilled chicken black pepper. sedap black pepper dia.tp nasi dia pelik sikit.huhu.

Dayah Idris : Spaghetti Bolognese. sedap tp sgt cheesy okey. dayah kata melekat sgt,susah nak makan.hahaha

pana : choc mud.

pana dan eha : noodles in tom yam khung. sedappppp! udang besar hahaha

menu tambahan dari pana : strawberry dari cameron highland.haha.dia siap bwk bekal lg ok. main slumber je makan kt kedai org,siap makan dgn kek lagi. ala-ala siti nurhaliza kan.haha

so,our lunch td ditaja oleh eha!! best ohh. thanks la eha. haha. mula2 die kate die byrkan dulu pastu tibe2 je dia kate xyah,resit hilang la.elehh malu la tu nk kate blanje.haha. thanks! dpat makan free,.hihuuu~

so,dh kenyang melantak g solat zohor pastu g PC fair! so PC Fair kt sana ade lagi smpai esok. boleh la,meriah la jugak. sy xlah minat sangat pv fair ni,gadget ni.huhuhu.so,pg teman kawan2 je.haha. sy jd peneman setia dayah ni ha shopping. beratus gak la abis die ni.haha. beli anti-virus,hard disk, cover hard disk and laptop porch.. kelakar gak teman dayah shopping ni.slumber jeeee. haha.. XD

saya beli laptop porch and card reader je.tp balik-balik try xleh guna card reader tuh! eeeiii geram betul ahhh! nasib baik sepuluh inggit je tp still geram ok. aaaaaaaa marahnye >.< so,korang kalau nak g tgk betul2.ade yg menipu je juru jual tuhhhh. what the F. hahaahhha. dh abes tu, around 5,pas solat asar terus balik. tp ikut jalan jauh,sbb xnk sesak kt kl sentral. huuu. so, pana and i reached home at 7.30 pm.

best dapat borak-borak,pastu nt dh gelak cm org giler. jumpa bape jam je mane sempat kan nk update semua gosip terbaru.hahahaa. so next time klu ade masa kite jumpe lagi yea ^^

"dayah,buat pose gedik2 sikit" cehh gedik la sgt.hahaha. T_T

tu dia eha di sebelah kiri dan pana di sebelah kanan. macam adik beradik aku tgk korg ni.haha

kt tepi pokok berhantu.hahaha..dari sekolah lagi,klu jalan dgn dorg ni mmg saya nmpk pling besar T_T dorg mcm adik2 je. hahaha.

mereka. persahabatan selamaya okey. <3 insya Allah

so,thats my day today, our day. :) thanks all! love u girls.

p/s: pasni aku tak nak beli brg kat mana-mane pc fair. nekad! byeee!

p.s/s ehh,xde gmbr kt pC fair lgsg kan?haha.sbb sibukkk teman si dayah tu shopping. u guys bleh pergi sendiri and find out for yourself! esok last day :)

2011-07-28T22:45:00.001+08:00

what the heck la! main tipuuuu~
berlakon je lebihhhh.!!

tahniahh khairul fahmi, you sure the hero of the night!

Spontaneous Thursday #1

2011-07-28T13:32:00.001+08:00

ya Allah,

semoga cinta ku kepada dia tidak melebihi cintaku kepada-Mu

semoga kasih sayang kami berada di dalam rahmat dan keredhaan-Mu

dan semoga pertemuan antara kami diberkati,

semoga dia adalah jodoh ku yang telah Kau tuliskan di Luh Mahfuz.

amiin ya rabbal 'alamin

unreleased moment

2011-07-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

at this moment, we were so happy! we had perfect day. happiness and joy were the only thing we felt.and we smiled like there were only the two of us in the world.

i could never forget this.

the day that you and me, be together.

from that day,until forever.

insyaAllah

imy

2011-07-27T18:28:00.005+08:00

just one feeling

yeah

one damn feeling

i miss your smile

i miss your pleasant smell

i miss your sweetness

i miss your everything

i miss youu

i miss you so much

i miss you too much

i miss you.......

what to do.

i really missed you.

Wordless Wednesday #3

2011-07-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

mood tsunami

2011-07-27T11:02:00.001+08:00

salam.

dua tiga hari ni mood mcm tsunami. eh tak roller coaster pun boleh gak. kejap naik,kejap turun. tp selalunya naik je,tak nak turun-turun. T___T

asyik rasa nak marah je.pantang ada tak kena sikit mula la rasa nak mengamuk.nth ape-ape nth perangai. tp bukan salah saya ok! tibe2 je jadi cmni. mmesti sebab mood swings ni. ahhhhhh. stresss.

semua orang dah jadi mangsa. adik-adik and beliau.encik boyfriend. sikit2 je nak merajuk. ntah lah. balas mesej lambat, mengamuk. tak jadi jumpa,merajuk. haishh. wht the heck...
sekarang pun tgh merajuk gak ni.. T__T

pastu semalam dihabiskan dengan membaca novel. sy pun tak tahu la novel tu yg sedih sgt ke,tp sy yang tak betul. asyik nangis je time baca novel tu. page every page, air mata mesti jatuh. dh rasa mcm sy punye cerita lak,nak lebih2 emo.. masalahnya nangis teresak-esak. mcm org kena tggl laki je. haiyooo.

dahla tgh ganti puasa,tp bese la time-time nak ke arah itu lah, selera mcm king kong plak kan. time puasa ni la nak pizza la nk steamboat. yea steamboat. sedapnyeeee. *drooling* terbayang je. haishh.. someone needs to bring me there before ramadhan.kalau tak...huuu... *xjd ape2 pun,gedik je...

ok people.mintak tolong jgn bagi komen yg memberikan darjah kepanasan global meningkat. mekasih. T_T

alamak,hari ni wordless wednesday. takpe. buat kejap lagi. bye!

annoying

2011-07-23T19:37:00.001+08:00

kenapa sesetengah orang suka bagi komen yang sangat annoying kt fb?
eh hello kalau kau tak suka,tak yah nak buat semak komen status aku la. banyak kali dah kena. xpayah nak bajet alim la konon. menyampah kau tahu.

ko ingat aku tak berani nak sound ke directly ke? aku tak pernah bg komen2 annoying kat kau, so tak payah nk semak-semak. plus, kalau tak suka buang je aku dri fren list kau. aku tak heran weh. yang penting tak yah nak buat aku annoyed.

sekian.

Sekitar 10th Interschool Debating Championship 2011

2011-07-23T15:20:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum semua. alhamdulillah IDC kali ke-10 dh berakhir dgn jayanya, wlupun rasanye ade kekurangan sini dan sana,tp xpelah. there is always room for improvement. :) so the final results are :

arabic debate won by : SMAP Labu

english debate : SMI Hidayah

malay debate : Sekolah Dato' Abdul Razak (SDAR)

so,congrats to all the winners! bangga english debate dimenangi oleh sekolah agama. and the best part is both SDAR and SMI Hidayah had never lose starting from the preliminary rounds,quarter finals,semi-finals and of course they won the debate based on their categories. AWESOMENESS! :)

and i had told earlier that i am as the committee-in-charge for Sekolah Alam Shah English team, however our bonding was not really close since i am busy with other commitments and in fact nk tgk dorg debate pun susah,coz i just can't leave the O.R or else the boss will look for me. mcm ni :

"fadz,where are you going?duduk je la dalam OR.in case ape2"

klau dia bagi pun,dia akan cakap macam ni :

"ok,go. but don't make it too long"

so, i only managed to contact their teacher to know their progress and welfare :) but ironically, saya lagi rapat plak dgn boys from RMC. hahaha. menumpang cik mar punye team.ngee :D

as head OR team for english debate, i had two awesome assistants who were really helpful! i am very thankful to have them for like 4 days for the debate, thanks anis and bad! i am sure to miss you guys :)

yg tgh adalah anis karlieyantee. my great assistant. :)

group 7 masa preparation week. they are very supportive, so as head group terasa senang je nak buat keje. :)

i just love this picture. joe,epul,p-joe,me,bieyl,im,kak not,aliyaa,hidayah,dayah,anis and zati! wehuuu.

masa last day. closing ceremony.ni semua heads group perempuan. and i know i look too plump. T_T

so,this is our boss for english debate. mcam YB tak?haha. he's a fourth year law student.

so,lupa nak mention. food during IDC was extremely delicious and marvelous! as committees, kiteorg selalu amek lebih.HAHAHA. nasib baik budak2 catering geng dgn welfare, hihihi.over all, its a great experience ever,meeting new people,observe school kids yg kdg2 mcm terlalu matang dari umur mereka and some teachers who are too demanding, but its okey. as the organizer, we had tried to do our best and for the participants, hope you guys enjoyed your stay at Uia and hope to meet you again next year!

dah mula rindu keriuhan dan kemeriahan IDC :(

p.s : dpt jadi committee taaruf tapiiiii kena balik uia raya ketiga nantii...oh my oh my. wht to do? said no?? erkkk T_T

sindrom gila shopping

2011-07-22T13:48:00.002+08:00

salam dan hello,

sekarang saya dalam keadaan gila shopping. tgk barang2 semua rasa nk beli. duit bukan ada pun tp ahhh dah tak kira nak gak beli semua bnde..uwwuuu

hari tu keluar masa IDC, i have bought 2 shoes. one flat, saya bayar separuh,he pays half and one sandal, dia bayarkan. ngee

semalam keluar dgn mr.boyfie. dari gombak,ke mid valley ke amcorp mall, ke one utama! haa.nasib baik,sy menumpang je,die yg drive. hehe. tu pun penat teman dia cari jam tgn bru, tak jumpa2, nk cri kasut adidas. tak jumpe2 gak. huu. takpela syg, nt kite cari lagi. kali ni saya tak merungut dah. jnji! huhuhu~

so, last2 saya yg beli brg2. huhu. i bought myself a flat from vincci, comel je, sukee sgt. beli trus pakai. mcm budak2 kan.HAHAHA.
and he bought me a new handbag from Guess. it was RM180, and sy pun rasa mcm..ahh,malu nak amek, sbb tak pernah beli beg semahal tu, huuuu. thanks syg :) sy jnji simpan elok2. cewahhh.

tp nanti kite cari jam tgn bru okey.and kasut baru. ahh. it was you yang kena beli dulu. huwaaa

and skrg sindrom gile shopping tak hilang2 lagi. bukak online shops and mata saya dah tak tw nk pilih mana satu. rs nk semua je.HAHA. ok dah. saya tak nak tgk lagi. oh kalau korang nk shopping, kt sini pun boleh. sila-sila :)

http://www.facebook.com/begorgeous.beprecious

p.s: cuti dh bermula.akan rindu uia, kawan2 dan katil. T_T

its more that what have been written

2011-07-22T09:43:00.003+08:00

L.O.V.E

you have given me so much

you give me all of your love and care

you give me a lot of your time and energy

you spent a lot on me just to make sure that i am happy

you are willing to give up if i ever started a fight

not a single yell or harsh words have you ever said

you are willing to forgive every things that i have done wrong

from a very tiny mistake even to big mistake that hurts you a lot

you never feel burdened to help me

you always be interested and patient enough to hear all my complaints and grumblings

you always there when i ever cried and sometimes give your own shirts to wipe my tears

when i ever said that i needed something, you will try to fulfill everything i wanted

even it makes you have to give in your own dreams

which sometimes it makes me feel bad, but as always you'll try to comfort me and prove me that everything is alright. and show me that i am more important.

when i feel tired and feeling depressed, you know how exactly to make me feel better.

when i said i am hungry or thirsty, you'll be my delivery boy

when i go shopping with you, you'll help me choose and in fact help me to try all those crazy shoes that i have chosen

when i said that i am okay,when actually i am holding my tears, you'll stop me from pretending and talk to me so that i'll express everything

you never sent me home when i am in sadness or anger, you'll make sure that i am smiling when i wave you goodbye

sayang.

you are the rainbow after a rain

you are the smile after a cry

you are the joy after a heartbreak

you are the sunshine after a dark night

you are the sweetness of a bitter life

you are a sweetheart.

now, i am wondering

how can i repay you?

i don't have money

i don't have wealth

i don't have that sweetness that you got

and

i am just an ordinary girl who fall in love with an extraordinary boy

but i can promise you one thing,

my heart,my sincerity,my faithfulness and my all is for you.

i'll try to let go of my ego and stay besides you no matter what

and i'll never leave you alone

insya Allah.

awak, saya doakan agar ijab dan kabul kita dipercepatkan, dipermudahkan dan jodoh dan pertemuan kita dipanjangkan. saya bersyukur kpd-Nya dipertemukan dengan awak kerana awak yang terbaik buat saya.

^__________^

yang ikhlas,

unexpected result

2011-07-22T08:59:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat pagi malaysia! awal tak sy online hari ni?haha. tgh tggu baju kt laundry sebenarnye,alang2 tu online la. malam ni dh kena balik rumah,LIDV dah abes, IDC pun dh setel.alhamdulillah :) nt sy update pasal IDC. skrg nk update pasal result short semester. huuuu.

pagi2 lagi mr.boyfie called me, and tanye dah cek result ke belum. and i looked at the watch, it was just like baru 7am syg! dia yg semangat nk cek kan. haishh. sy yg tgh mamai2 ni, give him my id and password. suddenly, i feel like so nervous,terus ckp kt dia, no syg, jgn cek kan. its still so early in the morning. i don't want to ruin my day. hihi.

last2, he still checked jugak, mmg degil and he texted me this :

sygggggg awak dpt 4flat!

and i was like. eh2 main2 plak dia ni. tgh lalok ni. so, die pun convince me that it is true. i am so damn thankful to HIM for this! it was my aim at the beginning of the short sem hari tu. alhamdulillah. it is achieved. :')

but i'm a little bit sad sbb cgpa naik sikit je. so next sem kena work hard sbb nk dpt 3.8 above. amiiinnnn! ape2 pun, i am so grateful. :)

although its just a short semester,tp dpt 4flat.hey i am so happy okey. long sem?will be tougher. okey people! have a good day,as i have started mine :) hee.

bye!

p.s : beg Guess semalam kira hadiah ye awak? thanks! :)) ngeee :D

Curi Masa di Ice Room

2011-07-17T10:14:00.002+08:00

hai people. and assalamualaikum. skrg ni saya curi2 masa sikit update blog sbb bosan sgt duduk dlm Operation Room Debate English ni. huhu. jadi head OR ni byk duduk je dlm bilik. and tggu update terkini smbil makan2 sedangkan org lain sibuk berlari sana sini dan dpat kuruskan badan.HAHAHA.

so, hari tu saya, ira, diha and diha's bf as our driver pergi Ice Room kt Sri Gombak. first time tu pergi situ.setelah direkomenkan oleh seseorang.huu. so, after busy buat keje spnjg preparation week hari tu kiteorg curi masa pergi sana.

si sengal. haha.

senyummmmm. ngeee :D

ours :

diha : mango. tak suka sgt mango tp yg ni sedap lah. ble tahan.

ira : passion fruit. sedap gilerr!

diha's bf : nut. sbb dia tak makan buah. haha. tp xsedap la nut tu.pelik je rasa. huu

saya : kiwi. i love kiwi <3 hehe

.syahira jamil.

.mardhihah mat ishak.

diha's bf? adalah identiti yg dirahsiakan.hahaha. sorry la gmbr gelap. xedit pun. mmg malas nk edit. hahaha.

IDC update : hari ni hari kedua pusingan awal.

ok. take care readers! <3

First day IDC IIUM 2011

2011-07-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

hai semua. i have been busy with inter-school debating championship. i am as the welfare committee,not the participant. ehehe. so, the was a confusion pasal WW#2 last wednesday. so harap2 dpt dibetulkan lah. i am not qualified to be debaters.HAHAHA.

dah dekat sini since last sunday. 4 days preparation and semalam on friday all the participants have arrived and i am excited sbb hehe.. i am the committee-in-charge for sekolah sultan alam shah english debating team. last night dh ade welcoming dinner.

today, baru start dgn debate pusingan awal.

okay. dah tak tahu nak bebel ape. ni update pun sbb ade request dari seseorang supaya update. rindu katenya. HAHAHA.

masa preparation days. kami adalah heads groups. ke hulur ke hilir. for welfare je kiteorg ade 150 org committee.

masa welcoming dinner semalam. :)

so,to all the debaters good luck! and may the best team win. harap SMKA Maahad Hamidiah Kajang menang. hihihi. excited je jumpa juniors. :)

ok. got to go.ade keje. bye2!

Wordless Wednesday #2

2011-07-13T09:57:00.001+08:00

12 July 2011 :)

2011-07-12T17:15:00.002+08:00

today,i'm officially 22 years old! yeay yea yea! getting older. haha.. ~~boleh kawen cepat2~~. ngeee
thanks kawan-kawan for the surprise last night! you guys really got me this time. dh la dlm meeting, boleh plak buat surprise. thanks!

and the most special thanks is for you, my sweetheart. he planned all that! tipu je kata sibuk, xleh mesej sgt.tp sibuk buat preparation untuk malam semalam.ngee. and i am so touched sbb dia trus datang lepas kerja semata-mata for that. oh i am so touched sampai nangis! mcm tak percaya je bila dia datang bwak kek, byk kali kelip2 mata ingat mimpi, takut rindu sgt smpai nmpk die but then, hell yes. he was there! thats the best gift ever sayang :)

and yes, thanks friends sbb berpakat dengan beliau nak buat tu,walaupun i actually could pick up certain hints from you guys. haha. can't imagine that i had celebrated my birthday with you guys yang baru kenal few months. :)

that cake was so delicious,tp xsempat amek gmbr. :) and this morning 130 people sang birthday song to me. haha. malu weeh berdiri dpn pentas tu. nasib baik dah tarik diha and irwan sekali. padan muka. kehkeh.

kena berucap.. cehh.. smbil cover nangis. hee

love balloons for me. tp dh pas sorang satu.haha.

sweethearts! <3

masa buka hadiah..dia yang tak sabar nk bukak. haha

the planner. my love. my sweetheart. my life and my everything!! thanks sayang. i love you :")

today is the best day ever. thanks diha for the baju. hari ni dh pakai. :)

p/s: pelik lak dashboard baru blogger ni.
p.s/s : past is past. although what have been told, i will always choose him.

2011-07-12T10:52:00.000+08:00

thanks people for that surprise last night!

thanks sweetheart for being the master mind.

i love you guys a lot!

<3

2011-07-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

when i feel that everything is out of control and i could not take it no more,

i'll stay away from people and hide my self in a closet or something.

and start to cry alone.

so that nobody knows.

d'Masiv - Jangan Menyerah

2011-07-06T20:33:00.001+08:00

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tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi
reff2:
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
kebesaran dan kuasanya
bagi hambanya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa

best lagu ni. sgt memberi inspirasi dan semangat. sayang, you got to hear this one! ngeee :D

p/s: byknye la post hari ni.. adehh. ade aku kesah?wakaka

buat tak tahu

2011-07-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

mari tutup mata, pekak kan telinga dan butakan hati dengan mereka dan mereka yang selalu mencari masalah dan merosakkan kebahagiaan orang lain. dan terlalu ego untuk mendengar penjelasan orang lain dan sangat percaya dengan kebaikan diri sendiri.

buat tak tahu,mesti anda sakit hati kan?

Wordless Wednesday #1

2011-07-06T15:41:00.000+08:00

.speechless.

p/s: first time buat wordless wednesday.esok nak buat spontaneous thursday plak.

for YOU

2011-07-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

last night,around 2 am in the morning, when i tried to get back to sleep. i received this message from someone i care the most. it sounded :

"i wish i could turn back to July 2008"

and i was puzzled to death and i simply replied :

"why?"

and it replied :

"being single and i have the time to choose more wisely"

and yeah..the conversation continued.

its funny how a single person could make you the happiest person in the world and just in a split of second, he could be the only reason that makes you cry every single night.

its funny how you wish that person to be alive and be by your side forever but there are also times when you wish to kill him and makes him disappear from your sight.

its funny how a person you love the most will be the only person you wanted to live for but in certain moments you wish you never know him forever.

but, to you sayang. every single things happens for a reason. be strong,keep on praying to show you the right way and the best decision. don't make any choices when you are in anger and frustration. i know you are a strong person inside. lots of love from me :)

Taecyeon!!

2011-07-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

obssession!
he is so damn hot.handsome.cute.tough. i fall in love with him when i watched dream high. oh my god!

awwwww :'')

its July and i love July!

2011-07-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

yes. its already 4th of July.

and i have just noticed. its JULY!

yeaaahhh~

hehehe

this month is my birthday. haha

and my little sister anis, her birthday is the same with me

and birthday abah too

and birthday mardihah

and najiha

and bella

and aini

and..

others. haha

i love July.

my wish list?

none.

because i know i never get any from that list so why bother making a list?

HAHAHA.

but, i do hope all the people that i love and love me will always be with me.

:")

thats the only wish ever.

p/s: mcm budak2 kira birthday sendiri. LOL.

appreciation dinner :)

2011-07-02T21:33:00.002+08:00

hai! dan assalamualaikum.

meh la nk update blog. ni nk cerita cite basi ni. nk baca tak? huhu. cerita ni hari isnin last week. bila ek tarikh dia. tak ingat lah. details dia ialah :

majlis makan malam penghargaan petugas dan sukarelawan hari belia negara 2011
tempat : kompleks sukan air, presint 6 putrajaya

so, hari tu kami dpt invitation pergi dinner tu. 30 org wakil krew sekretariat pergi. mula-mula berat hati sgt nk pergi sbb dh nak final. tp kawan-kawan semua pergi...so its more like a peer pressure la kan. sudahnya pergi jugak. tp mmg tak rugi lah! MAKANAN DIA MEMANG SUPERB AND SLENDID! tibe2 je tercaps lock kan. haha.

ada laksa, mee kari, kerepok lekor, ayam panggang, kambing panggang, sotong, udang, nasi goreng kampung, ape nth lagi.HAHA. perut balik tu mmg boroi. ngee

tp tak sempat tggu lucky draw habis sbb kena berkejar balik uia b4 12 takut pak guard bising. :) thanks to ammar,the driver~ :p

no caption. haha

"1 Malaysia" - caption senang. haha

tgh2 kiteorg duk lepak, tibe2 beliau datang duduk dpn kiteorg. tergamam sekejap smpai tak tahu nk borak ape. it was a pleasure to have a personal chit chat with you, Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek :)

us. :)

okey. ngeh2. sedap makan malam tu. memang puas hati lah. ahaha. okey. jumpa lagi dlm lain post! :)

what i observe...

2011-06-30T17:56:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum. hai. hello. sihat? cewahh.
mula-mula sekali exam dh habis! yehaaa~ pg td exam last,sggup keluar setengah jam awal semata-mata tak sbr nak blik rumah. haha. berpeluh2 jawab soalan essay yg byk smpai lenguh2 tgn. ape2 pun, i pray for the best! :)

lepas tu trus jalan laju2 balik bilik.kemas2 brg, check out kt mahalah ofis and tggu bus trus balik. huhu. penat dan berpeluh2 sy sbb cuaca panas sgt hari ni. mcm biasa la dari kl sentral tu tggu ktm dekat 40 min. diulangi 40 min. pfft, lama sgt.tp nk wt cmne.redha. bukan kayo pun ade kete or driver tolong hantar balik rumah. ngee. so smpai rumah pukul 3 td. boyfie called pun tak cye dh smpai rumah. haha.

tp positifnye naik ktm ni adalah, sy boleh tgk macam-macam jenis org. haha. betul,time ni la nk tgk org yg lain sikit dari komuniti uia tu, yg ala-ala sama je. pki selendang ala-ala foreigner smpi tersalah2 foreigner ke org melayu. haha. ok. dh.

sbnrye sy tertarik dgn 2 org prempuan muda ni. *ceh,mcm nk ngurat je* tak. mereka punye dress up. fuhh kelas. dgn mini dress and kasut tggi smpai kaki, mmg style lah. dgn handbag yg cntek,lawa.. tp mak aih. seksi bebenor. tgk betul2 melayu rupanya. ingatkan mat saleh mana. mcm2 lah. tp naik ktm pastu nasib baik kaki tak tersadung sbb pakai heels tggi sgt masa sesak-sesak nak masuk ktm tu. klu jatuh? huish.malu dik oi. T_T

ok. pastu dah naik ktm,smpi kt stesen mane nth sy tak ingat sgt lah. tp ade mak cik ni masuk. i bet she's around 40 something kot. dia pki dress labuh kaler hitam bunga-bunga besar kaler merah terang. tp dress dia tu sleeveless so dia pakai inner kaler pink! omg. sy mcm okey. pelik. tp tu okey lagi. dia pkai tudung kaler hitam ada manik-manik kat atas. tak cukup dgn manik-manik tu, dia pkai brooch besar2 bling-bling kt semua tmpat yg boleh letak brooch. phm tak? dri tgh.tpi kanan dan kiri. sy tgk dia pastu rsa mengerlip nye mak cik ni. dh tu yg pling pelik ialah dia bwk plastic bag biasa kita letak brg kt kedai runcit tu. kaler pink. and she put all of her things dlm tu. wallet. handphone. make ups. i was like. mak cik, xde beg proper ke?klu jatuh mcm mane? adeh...mungkin beg dia rosak kot. mungkin. BUT the thing is she wore a lot of jeweleries.semuanya gold pulak tu. i was thinking, sape agknye dia nk jumpe. bf die?tak mungkin. suami?mungkin sikit. kwn dia? emm. *sibuk je nk fikirkan untuk org*

see, thats what i observe today. hahaha. ni la jd klu bosan, tak tw nk buat ape 40minit dlm tren. lameeee. tp sy mmg kesian kt mak cik tu. someone should told her. sy mmg tak leh la pakai pelik2 ni. simplicity is always the best. ngeee. :D

tp td sy tgk diri sy masa balik. mak aih.buruk benor. dgn slipar jepun. kemeja lusuh and tdg senget2, i wonder ade tak org yg observe sy jugak td? HAHAHA. ok.mesti ade. *msti hobi dia sama mcm sy*

happiness is like a butterfly :)

exam fever

2011-06-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

i'm in an exam fever.

too many notes

too many words

too many facts

too many points

but

less motivation

less focus

less spirit

less diligent

however,

i'm still trying

i am trying hard,seriously.

haha

please pray for me,readers

(^___^)/

thank you!

a promise i make :)

2011-06-27T02:09:00.001+08:00

this is the first song ever you had asked me to listen to.

i still remember, at that moment..we were just friends.

and i'm the one who fall so deep into you, and i hide my feelings.

you really treated me as just friends. those moments were hard when i had to pretend to treat you as just friends. i cried most of the nights when i can't pretend no more. and i'm afraid you might go and leave me.

but things have changed, and now you are with me. its like all my of dreams come true.and for the first time in my life, i feel complete. so happy. so wonderful

i still love this song the most although i know this song isn't really for me.

its okey. what matters most is, I have you.

i love you. its a promise.insyaAllah till my last breath.

its all because of that smell

2011-06-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

okey.sekarang kt cafe. tgh makan roti cheese naan yg gebu kt sini. *nyummy*

okey,ni muka drooling. buruk dan teruk. hahaha

semua sebab rumate saya memasak td kt bilik and bau die fuhhh. sedap giler. smpaikan sy terjaga dari tidur. tak tipu! rasa mcm dh masuk dlm mimpi.
pastu nk try tidur balik,tak jadi sbb bau die terlalu sedap.tibe2 je perut berbunyi,tnda lapar. haishh. memandai plak kan perut ni nk lapar time cenggini.

kesudahannya, saya text ira cakap lapar, which she was just in the next compartment! haha. okey.buat ayat sedih sikit,supaya dia teman saya pergi cafe. and then berjaya! sbb die pun lapar dan tergoda sama dgn bau masakan rumate kiteorg tu..hihihi

and i text him to,nak mengadu,walaupun saya tahu dia tgh kerja. HAHA. okey.mmg awek die ni gedik. lalalala~ anyway love, thanks for these two days,teman sy hari-hari. :) i love you,and i'm glad you haven't changed, you are still sweet as you are before. oh i miss you now! *sedih*

p/s: smpi sekarang saya tak tahu rumate saya tu masak apa. dh la masak sbb nk bg boyfriend dia makan. okey sweet.
p.s/s : alamak. lupa jnji nak masak kan untuk encik boyfie sendiri short sem ni. sorrryyyyy~ :D

mumbling

2011-06-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

tiba-tiba je tak tahu nk menulis apa. mood suam-suam kuku. mood upside down. mood mcm roller coaster mood jugak macam ok dan k.o. apekah?

hari ni satu hari suntuk kelas yang sama. from 8am to 5pm.ape kau rasa?oren kan?

T_T

luckily hari ni hanya nak habiskan presentation group.

dan saya teringat td my classmate. she is a turkish.

dia present and she gave few examples. and i remembered this word that she mentioned

"kakaks"

so, we were like?? kakaks?

haha

don't you get it? its plural for "kakak" comel giler!

haha

dah la dia cantik. mata bulat.hidung mancung.putih melepak. haishhh.

hihihihi

so, we had our jamuan kelas td.

tp makanan xcukup. the boys sure ate a lot! nasib baik dah lunch dulu.kalau tak,kebuluq! hehe

anyway, final is next week. cuak ke?not really cuma mcam tak percaya.

haha.

okey.dah kena study.

T_T

testing and assessment (29 june 2011)

curriculum and instruction (30 june 2011)

then?

BALIK!

seminggu je cuti pastu kena dtg uia balik for program :(

ok.redha.

p/s : i'm not sad.but i'm not happy. weird. thanks for dinner :)

Dusun Eco Resort, Bentong

2011-06-22T13:22:00.001+08:00

hello!

i've been boring. so nk update blog la kan. ehehe. so,nk update pasal Dusun Eco Resort last weekend. it was so awesome! byk sgt pengalaman yg first time rasa dan dirasai. cewahh. so gambr dh dapat,ceh download je sbnrnye. okey. mari kite mulakan. :P

first thing first, kenapa buat MCLEAD ni? haha. program ni adelah untuk new line-up Exco for BEDSA. (Bachelor of Education Students Association). so mcm prgm merapatkan ukhwah la lebih kurang.

serius giler muka masing-masing. haha. msa ni meeting Almanac program. saya dan kak faizah dlm biro Education and Training Services.

sebelum bertolak ke sana. yea saya tahu,nth ape2 je budak 3 org kt depan tu bwk bntal comel2 nk masuk hutan T_T

selepas smpai. kena tggu truck dtg amek sbb bus dah xleh masuk. pengalaman naik truck? sgt awesome! best giler,mcm naik roller coaster. hahaha.

sementara tggu truck dtg kali kedua, kiteorg semua lepak2 makan asam. cehh. pelik2 je muka ira. hahaha

yehaaa.muka excited naik truck. hahaha

wanita-wanita solehah. haha. saya yang mengadap depan. cisss. xdpt masuk gmbr. hehe

my group. nama? haha.. kumpulan monyet. smpi hati dorg bg nama haiwan tu. nasib la logo kumpulan kiteorg comel. haha. wait! why do i look fat in here? T_T

flying foxxx!! best kuasa 13. nak naik lagi. pls pls

pengalaman buat rakit sendiri. dh mcm org keje contract sbb kotor sgt baju ikat2 tali tu. dhla tali tu keras dan kasar. habis tgn i.hahaha. nasib rakit kiteorg tak karam. cehh. tp lawak gak tgk grup ira karam di lautan cinta. cewahh. :P

muka budak takut naik jambatan gantung. i have to say it now, saya fobia naik jambatan gntung. bersyukur sgt dpt habiskan smpai penamat. dahla pnjg dan tggi. kena pijak tali je,bukan papan. takuttt. thanks kwn2 sbb bg semangat, dhla bila saya naik je, jem kt belakang sbb jalan lambat sgt. haha. biar lmbat asal selamat. T_T

naik flying fox bersama cik mardhihah. excited giler kiteorg. mmg sumpah rasa nk naik lagi. tak puas. haha. tp klu nk naik flying fox kena lalu jmbtan gantung dulu. pfttt. cmano??

all the people yg pergi sana. from mr.president, to head bureaus, asst. heads, secretaries and xlupe jugak all committees. i heart you all ❤

eh,gmbr xikut susunan. geng lepak kt sana. gmbr ni diambil selepas shj menangis mcm budak kecik bila tw kena naik jambatan gantung. malu dekat shah. haha

selepas buat aktiviti ala-ala komando. serius lasak. nasib baik dorg xbuat merangkak dlm lumpur bwh duri tu. haishh. tak sggup. air dia busukk. hahaha. so excited dpt habiskan semua,except that one.

so, over all. program tu mmg best. dh lama xbuat aktiviti aktiviti lasak. and tak lupa masa main bola dalam air. seronok sgt. :)) thanks all for the great experience. and lepas ni byk keje, komitmen dan amanah yg kena jaga. so, lets work together!

ok readers. bye2!

i am so TIRED!

2011-06-20T11:05:00.001+08:00

hai!

maaflah bfore this my blg is privated. huhu. xde ape2 pun. sje je. hihi. so, last weekend i went to Dusun Eco Resort, Bentong Pahang for my leadership course. tak delah leadership sgt pun tp more on menguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental.okey,stories pasal ni will be updated soon bila dah dapat gmbr. haha. sy ni bwk je camera but i'm too lazy to take pictures. hihi.

actually, now i'm a little bit tired, badan dah sakit-sakit. tangan dah lenguh, kaki dan macam nk patah. * exaggerate* hihi. so, semalam balik-je sampai uia, terus kemas2 dan pukul 9 ++ saya dah tidur! ngantuk giler arhh.. baru je nak rehat hari ni, my lecturer called me and said that he wanted to meet us, (mardhihah & syahira) for our plan for TEASL educational visit.. blerghh. penat lagi kot. nk tidur. nk tidur.

and now kena start fikir pasal than plan. and also some other programmes tooooooo!! byknye keje. T_T

yeah. i'm tired. i wanna rest. luckily this weekend dah xde programme terdekat, yet final is next week! uwaaaaa. *nak bercinta pun tak sempat*

okey people. bye2!

2011-06-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

nak update..pasal ape?

tak tahuuuu. uwaaah.

any idea?
......

....................................

.....................

ha!

no..no..

..........................

okey.byeee!

Open Your Eyes

2011-06-15T11:57:00.000+08:00

Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us

Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
Allah..
Guide us every single day..
Allah..
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

all we need to to is to open our eyes, our minds and our heart. to see the signs and to be grateful of what we have.

happy birthday~!

2011-06-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

dear aniza haza,

i wish all the happiness in the world for you,

and may all of your dreams come true,

hope HE showers you with HIS blessings and love

please stay calm, cute, active, and sweet!

you deserve it girl :)

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!

have a blast today!

~all in One~

2011-06-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! mari update secara pantas. cewaahh. klu nk tggu upate blog ni mmg la kan,tggu mood dtg.tp selalunye tak pernah datang or jarang2 dtg.tp blog ttp kena update kan. ekeke. byk perkara berlaku.byk perngalaman dirasai tp malas nk cite pnjg2 so the theme today will be : "one picture one story"

1) eh tak. yg ni saya letak 2 gambar. haha. hari tu kami berlima bersuka ria dan bergelak tawa smbil bergosip kt KLCC. haha. motif hanya la nk makan spagetti dan lasagna kt sana and berposing sakan di taman klcc. tak lain tak bukan, tu je la keje. hoho

2) menjadi committee untuk dinner for education graduating students. i'm in-charge as the programme coordinator, nasib baik everything runs out smoothly wlupun last minute preparation! to seniors : selamat menjadi guru sebenar ;)

3) menjadi examination invigilator for the very first time! hehe. jaga exam for students diploma in education. baru faham keje nye yg bosan,penat berdiri, kena wt muka serius, xleh bercakap, and pling penting they keep asking me questions like i'm their lectures! haha.. tp mane leh jwb, it against the law kan. tp kan dpt elaun.ihihi

going out with love semalam. its our 5 months :) i'm sorry for any heart breaks sweetie. you know i heart you so much ;')

okey,thats it. enough. short, sweet and compact! haha. so,kejap lagi nak balik rumah sbb adk saya yg sekarang blaja kt matric nilai uia nak balik rumah. dah lama xjumpe, byk bnde nk tnye. hoho.

until then, bye2!

2011-06-10T09:46:00.002+08:00

lesson learnt :

"never expect too much, because expectations might kill your happiness"

Kenangan :)

2011-06-05T23:20:00.001+08:00

hai! post kali ni hanya lah entry bergambar..huhuhu..sekitar hari belia negara last week. cehh. yes! i am still in the mood to update about that,surprised?? u should. haha. guess, it was the most awesome programme that i had ever joined,despite of the fact that we had to wait like like most of the time..huuu~ but yeah, it was still great!! :)

silau mata..arghhh hehe

okey everyone.pandang sini. haha..

kami yang ceria. ni la geng lepak masa kt sana :)

okey..bangga kan pakai topi tu.. HAHAHA. biarlah topi free,nnt leh buat simpanan :p

kami semua kepenatan malan tu,lepak je kt Kementerian Belia dan Sukan smbil rehat2 kan kaki. tak pergi tgk Super Junior pun. lagi best gosip dgn Ammar, Niza and Ira :) rindunyeee

kiteorang mmg tak reti buat pose ganas walaupun depan senjata besar cmni T_T

bergmbr dgn abg feveret ira. HAHA

paling suke gambar ni! tp sy tak pandang kamera plak :P

okey. i'll treasure every moment,for sure :)

Bye Singapore.....!

2011-06-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

hai semua!

sy dah sampai uia ni, pukul 1 tengahari td. my sweetheart picked me up. thanks sweetie! sy mmg malas la nak balik naik tren komuter yg lembap mcm kura-kura tu. hehe. hope u don't mind. :)

so, now..my friends and i are in a huge dilemma. well, maybe its just me, huhu. i've been offered to join a programme called :

Malaysia-Singapore Exchange Program 2011, from 8th of June until 19th June!! its like sooo long, and i have to escape classes for like 2 weeks just for the programme, but ironically i really want to go too! it is such a great offer, where i and 39 other Malaysian youths will be presenting Malaysia to go to Singapore for some courses. you see, its free of charge! all expenses, accommodation and transportation are sponsored! ohh myy gucci. *nak pergi sangat-sangat* but....

1) i don't have passport. okey,lame. but its not really a big problem coz i can just create new passport. can be settled anyway, but maybe i have some money problems. T_T i also need money to buy new handphone, since the old one had gone,stolen by some irresponsible person. yeah, i know i am careless too, but hey can't u just be nice and give me back my handphone?? T_T

2) i have to escape two weeks of classes. well i don't mind really. i know this programme will provide me with excuse letter for classes,but there is bigger problem that i need to consider. my mid-term examination, my presentation and my assignments. all need to be submitted and done by next week, T_T final is nearer, how i wish i could postpone them, but it will be like so hard. :'(

3) financial problem. yeah. serious problem. i know everything is sponsored but then hey tak kan nak pergi sana bwk 50sen je kan? HAHAHA. my scholarship is only enough for daily expenses,what to do? i'm not a daughter from a datuk or something.. *sigh* this time, i really REGRET not to apply for KPM scholarship. sobs. i wish i have applied. T_T oh please! don't regret anything, fadzlinda. :'(

4) i feel reluctant to leave him. eh hey,silly excuse. but for me, its not silly. this is what u will feel if your boyfriend gets busy with works and you find its difficult even to text him, and then when he gets a day off you were like, oh sweetie, i wanna spend the whole day with you, I DON'T CARE what happens. yeah. that's what i feel right now,and for not meeting him like 2 weeks, ohh beratnye hati. T_T

but kawan-kawan, i do wanna have the experience there. but there are a lot of things i REALLY need to consider before going, and when niza rejects the offer, diha berat hati nak pergi, so me too feel the same. :( guess there will be better chances next time. so...

BYE SINGAPORE! i'm not going :"(

p/s : ya Tuhan, tetapkanlah hati aku dengan keputusan ini. semoga ini yang terbaik. amiinn..
p.s/s : i'm sorry. i'm not going to believe you,anymore.

mengarut~

2011-06-04T00:42:00.001+08:00

wah! dunia blog sekarang kecoh pasal artis baru ni! hehe

artis ke? tp die femes giler kot sekarang.. sy pun xfaham kenapa. bukak twitter pasal dia. bukak blog,pasal dia. kt facebook je xde sgt, sbb facebook sy tgh kecoh pasal hari belia negara lagi. satu facebook kaler kuning, mane tak nye semua org letak profile picture pakai baju kaler kuning.. haha..

sbb kan tu gak,fren request berlambak2, ade 200 org secretariat crews, so mstilah fren request berlambak.. and bila ade group secretariat crews ni, lagi la byk lah notifications yg masukk.. adehh. penat nak reply tp bestttt! :D

semua sbb group ni..ekeke..

ehh dah salah ni..bukan nk cakap pasal ni.nk ckp pasal this girl.. ha?tak tahu? haa,bgus lah. g google sendiri, ekeke..

cumenye nk ckp, think before you right anything! sure, blog is yours, and we have freedom of speech. but not everything is opened to share. :)

okey lah. ntah ape2 aku tulis. T_T bye!

H.O.M.E

2011-06-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

hello readers!

sekarang ni saya kt rumah. yippie~ weekend ni sgt free.xde programme, xde assignment kena hantar dlm masa terdekat..fuhh.lega. boleh rehat :)
so, i'm here at shah alam. my sweetheart came and fetch me at uia and then sent me home right after that. he was at uia as early as 9++ a.m,and we went straight away to home since he got to go to work at 2 p.m.

okey. i'm touched. i know he's busy yet he is still trying to spare some time for me, well maybe because i was sulking most of the time. huhuhu. anyway,i know he do miss me too.. haha.. so, thanks for the ride! it was short but enough. enough for few days.. ONLY. haha..

we had our breakfast at Oldtown. it was his first time there..comel je hihi :D

jejaka ini saya sayang :)

muka suci waktu pagi.. hihi.. ade ssuatu di sebalik gula.. haha

so, he drove me home. singgah old town for breakfast and ohh i managed to go to celcom center to take my new sim card,but old number since i had lost my handphone at putrajaya T_T that culprit.. urgghh. now, i don't have any handphone. nasib baik diha bg pinjam T_T thaanks sweetie!

anyway,semuanya dugaan.cabaran. takpe,saya sabar. i'll buy new one, soon!

until then take care all~!

p/s: i'm glad its you, its you that i love :)

Secretariat Crews Himpunan Sejuta Belia 2011

2011-06-01T12:24:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum semua. penat.penat.penat. nice introduction? ahaha. seriusly penat dan sibuk. semalam dh setel hal dinner graduating students education,tp yg tu nnti la update. ni nk update pasal himpunan sejuta belia hari jumaat,sabtu and ahad hari tu. so, byk sgt perkara nk diceritakan,tp terasa malas nak menaip pnjg2,ape nak buat ni?ahaha.letak gmbr je la yea.. :)

di pagi hari jumaat. masa ni tak dpt baju lagi. time ni sibuk berkenalan dan memilih team choir untuk majlis pelancaran ptg sabtu tu. best dorang dpt masuk tv. haha

masa ni semua org byk masa tidur.sbb byk sgt waktu menunggu. aiyooo~

tempat simpan air.kiteorg kena distribute free drinks to all the public right after the lauching by the PM. tp sy xsempat nak buat pun sbb kena jg seat VIP, siap kena maki dgn pak cik yg tak nak respect org. tmpat seat tu mmg utuk VIP @ ministers so tak pyh la nak bising kalau xleh duduk situ. rude giler! siap jerit2 kt healer, wtf?? huuu. *marah ni* tp cye tak yg sy smpat sound pak cik tu..hahaha,pdn muka. :D

kereta-kereta ni sgt superb okeyh! i was like... OMG. cantek. cantek. xhenti2 snap pictures. haha. mcm la mmpu nk beli kan,bwk kereta pun xpro lagi.T_T berangan je. tp xpe lah! kena la cari driver. haha :P

kumpulan sy. sy ni asst. head je tp dh mcm head je. sbb head terlalu sibuk. ahaha..penat nk jaga 15 org org dlm lautan beribu2 org. seriusly! asyk kena buat head count je huuu~

the boys of group 5. semua baik2,dgr ckp and senang nak mintak tolong! thank God. :)

the girls yg suke menyakat sy. sgt bgus,and punctual,kdg2 sy xsmpt msg suruh kumpul dorg mmg dh ade kt tmpt kumpul tu,excpt for one la. duk berkepit dgn cousin die.nasib baik dgr cakap jugak. huu~

naik kereta kebal! takut gak mula2 sbb mcm ganas je. hahaha. :P

senapang ni serius berat! xlarat pun nk angkat. haha. tp gaya mcm reti je guna. huuu~

dgn askar penyamar. buleh tak die pakai baju tu seminggu dlm hutan? aiyoo. xsggup T_T

boys from UPNM, sgt handsome okeyh! hahaha. *gatal*

so over all,keje kiteorg cume jg vip,ministers,lauching dan memeriahkan suasana. haha. so, byk masa free leh jln2 :) ape yg tak best masa progrm tu ialah :

1) peminat fanatik super junior m, yg sgt FANATIK smpai duduk dpn stage dari pukul 8 pagi smpi mlm xmkan ape2, dh tu pengsan dan susahkan kiteorg yg berbaju kuning ni. ahaha. xpyh la smpai cmtu kot. xmkn,xnak kua dari stage kot. kiteorg nk wt preparation for launching for the evening for pyh sbb dorng xnk pergi dri stage tkut xdpt tmpt.haishh. yg xleh blah sibuk mintak duduk kt tmpt vip yg kena jaga tu and bila xbg nk bising2 plak.

2) most of rakyat malaysia bila pasal artis bersorak mcm org giler tp bila suruh jerit "malaysia" suara mcm dkt dlm kelambu! teruk betul.bila suruh tpuk tgn untuk ucapan PM,masing2 buat tak tahu je tp bila nmpk byg2 artis, melompat2 mcm org tak betul. xptut betul. btw,sy xtgk pun concert SUJU malam tu sbb xlrt nk layan peminat fanatik die. and malam tu ramai giler org pengsan, tp public just ignore them and biar je dorng jatuh pengsan smpai hbis concert! gile x patut grrrr

3) sensitivity sesetengah rakyat malaysia yg kurang. smpah main buang je!! eh ko dh sedap2 makan,minum, beli brg main tggl je sampah tu kt mane2! mmg truk betul la. mentang2 la ade org tolong buangkan tp xpyh la nk sedap sgt kan. buang la dlm tomg smph! huuu.. pling tak suke org littering. >.<

okey.post ni pnjg! hahaha. himpunan sejuta belia tu mmg sgt best! meriah giler. and tahniah untuk semua! especially secretariat crews!! korang mmg awesome. tak sangka nama kite semua masuk dlm "Malaysia Book of Records" and masuk tv1. haha. :P

bye semua! semoga jumpe lagi. ;)

Himpunan Sejuta Belia

2011-05-26T15:01:00.003+08:00

DATE : 27th - 29th May 2011

VENUE : around Putrajaya

TIME : 10 a.m to 10 p.m

see the details above? dh letak dalam diary?dah letak dlm things-to-do list anda?dah letak dalam reminder?

cewahh.

macam nak promote ape je. tp yes. i am going to promote :

"HIMPUNAN SEJUTA BELIA "

PUTRAJAYA MEI 2011

see? this carnival will be held for three days,starting tomorrow you all~

don't miss all the interesting and awesome events that will be organized.

its like 200++ events and activities all together.

the activities are like :

Karnival Kerjaya – Job Fair

Karnival Seni Budaya 1 Malaysia

Pertandingan Youth Hunt 1Malaysia

Segmen Pesta Memancing Sejuta Belia

Pertandingan Cheerleading

Karnival Sukan Air HBN 2011

Pameran Hartanah

Lorong Seni

Segmen Jom Heboh Edisi HBN 2011

Terbang Layang Himpunan Sejuta Belia

Muaythai Fit Warrior

Sirkit Cubprix Malaysia

Clash of the Band

penatnye nk senaraikan semua. hihihi. so, jemput dtg beramai-ramai dan hangatkan Putrajaya. :p

saya akan jaga bahagian Memancing dan Pameran Hartanah dan lain-lain. *bosannye*

hahaha

tp kali ni mesti penat.all day long for three days kt sana,dah la kena in-charge a group of 15 people. *sigh*

kan best jadi pengunjung je. hehe.

okey la semua youth ke senior citizens ke,

jemput dtg yea.

oh! kalau nak tw,

"Belia di malaysia ditakrifkan dari yg berumur 15 hingga 40 tahun"

[mari jadikan himpunan sejuta belia, satu kenyataan]

p/s: tibe2 je semangat.LOL

I'm sorry ;(

2011-05-26T10:47:00.001+08:00

hai. dan assalamualaikum.

saya tahu! saya tahu! saya lama menyepi kan?huhu. i have been so busyyyyy~!
mcm2 kena fikir. kena handle. kena uruskan. sampai rasa stressed and depressed and moody ;(
mungkin pengaruh hormon juga, mungkin pengaruh perasaan, dan pengaruh kerja.

my beloved sister pun nak daftar kat matric uia this weekend,tp dia tu haishh.merungsingkan saya lah.
mcm2 xbuat lagi,padahal nak register dah. hari-hari call and mesej saya ape perlu buat sedangkan i have told her everything last week, she didn't even take note about it!

mcm mane nak isi form lah.nak byr yuran lah.ape kena pakai lah.kena buat ape lah. syg,everything is in there! in the booklet. just read. ==' kalau saya kt rumah,it will be easy. i could help her a lot. tp kt uia, susah lah.jauh. and this week pun xleh balik. i have to go to putrajaya.

when she called to ask, i will easily lost my temper on her. sorry yah. ;( kak long byk bnde nak fikir.ntah. rasa xbyk tp mcm byk. soorryyyy ;( guess i am over-think. well, i should take things slowly.

and syg, you're going to be in a different world, campus life. you have to do everything on your own. xleh harap kan kawan2 or cikgu2 lagi,even me.okey, tolongla jgn malas. UIA is hard, lagi2 matric. its like a jail T_T so, don't expect to be spoon-feed anymore. see, how much i'm worried! T_T

sorry for my over-react.

p/s: i don't want to burden anyone,especially you.

PEOPLE hate it when...

2011-05-23T18:24:00.003+08:00

1) your lectures have to cancel class and you have to replace it some other time ==’

2) you are hungry and there is no food near you

3) your boyfriend gets busy with his works

4) your assignments are really hard to finish, its not that you are lazy ==’

5) you reblog rubbish.*WELL,SOMETIMES*

6) when someone acted so decent,and you were like.. HEY.LOOK WHO’S TALKING

7) when people spread rumors, GOSSIPS and lies

8) when people become too-busy with other people’s life

9) when people do not happy with their life and start bugging others

10) when someone who has destroyed your life keep on acting weird in front of you just for you to notice

11) when you could not control your anger because of stupid,silly,pathetic person when you really wanna do is laugh

12) when people being so religious, and well-mannered when they actually create a secret group to talk about others. shame on you

13) when people think that you are being disturbed or being stressed out by stupid claims, when the real thing that happen is you don't give a damn

14) when your ex still asked about you, still read you blog. still stalk you and still busy knowing bout your life

15) when your ex's girlfriend acted so weird by being a stalker or detective to check every single details of you and make fun of it.

16) when someone makes friends with people that you have problems with just to keep on busy updating gossip and stuffs. where in fact,they do not know each other before

17) when you lost my patient and have to write stupid things just to express everything here and somehow still feel like it is wrong but yet you am still writing it and posted it,

and lastly,

18) when people tries to bring you down,

all of this and you will just sit there and SAY..

“ DEAR LAME,YOU ARE SUCH A FOOL”

just diary

2011-05-23T17:11:00.001+08:00

HAI!

mari.kali ni saya nak membebel je. bosan lah. cehh. lagipun kesian kt blog ni. suram dan muram je tanpa coretan. hihi. okey2.lets start =)

1. hari ni kelas start awal sgtt. pukul 8am. well, good for me yg sy xlmbt hari ni pergi kelas. awal lagi! *selalu lewat je* and kelas habis pukul 9.30am, ptutnye habis pukul 11.20 tp sir ade meeting, so bagus sgt. haha. hari ni kena marah dgn classmate sbb tnye byk sgt soalan kt sir ==' tp dh sy xphm sy tnye lah. ahahaha.

2. lunch hari ni disponsor bf syahira jamil sbgai upah amek makanan untuk awek die yg merajuk.HAHA. best do klu ira merajuk selalu. bleh makan free hari2. *grinning*

3. petang kelas pukul 2, dgn berat hati nye pergi kelas tp smpai2 je mak cik kerani bgtw kelas cancel sbb dr.z tak sihat. huhu. see, dh agk dh klu malas msti kelas cncel. huhu.

4. lepas balik kelas, singgah cafe mahalah beli roti canai pak cik yg lembut dan gebu kan , cehh xyh la exaggerated sgt kan. then makan dgn bestie @rumate @classmate dan segala mate2 lagi lah. ahaha. makan roti canai panas smbil tgk cite hindustan. perghh layannn~ ;p

5. sekarang,tgh taip bnde ni kt cafe HS sbb jumpe org for this weekend punye programme. suke,sbb internet lajuuuuu~

6. esok hari selasa, encik F off. yippie. dpt jumpe after days tak jumpe, i miss him. cehh mengade. tp mlm ade meeting plak. wuwuwu.

gmbar masa zaman muda-muda ==' haha

p/s: xde topic nak update blog. bleh tak bg suggestion?? please ;) tq~!

Dream High MV - Maybe by Sun Ye [Eng Sub]

2011-05-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

i really love this song. <3

i'm always here...

2011-05-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

hello. hai blog!

blog sekarang di-anak-tiri kan plak. kan? ish..tak baik tak baik. sekarang syg tumblr lebih plak. sbb nye malas nk taip byk2,tggal reblog je.. hehe..rasanye sy xpernah bg url tumblr saya kt mane2 tp ntah. kenapa rasa mcm ade unwanted readers je eh? hoho. tak,bukan perasan femes tp just thinking. T_T

tak kisah la kan, ape2 pun..sekarang sy kt rumah. short sem ni, kelas smpai rabu je. so, ade 4 hari boleh balik rumah.yippie! jimat duit..hahaha. si dia pun sibuk keje,nk jumpe pun susah so better balik rumah or join programme. so when u get busy, u would not think too much. huhu. ayat mcm sedih je kan.

recently, hidup mcm down sikit. tak tahu la kenapa. makan pun tak tertelan sgt. tp best gak, boleh kurus la gini. HAHAHA. hampeh kan. assignment pun byk ni tp belum start buat lagi. tak tahu mcm mane nk mula kan sebenarnye. T_T

goshh. mood. so bad. better to say goodbye for now!

Hari Belia Negara 2011 Lauching

2011-05-17T11:34:00.000+08:00

hai semua. kali ni nk update pasal pelancaran hari belia negara 2011 kt bukit bintang hari ahad tu. walaupun mcm penat lagi tp xpe, nk update gak! hehe..

okey. if i were to write all the memories, this post will be like so long, that i need to have an endless scroll on my blog. haha.. xpe. lets make it short and sweet, with pictures =p

overall, penginapan dan makann mmg superb. we stayed at MYHA hostel kt bukit kiara. (sila google ape itu myha) bilik die mcm bilik hotel, kate je hostel.. and makanan sepanjang kt sana mmg sedappp sgt. and on sunday kiteorg dpt elaun. hihi..

motif gmbr? saje =p

masa hari ahad tu, saya dapat keje welfare particularly in catering. giving and distributing food untuk all the crews, wartawan, dancers, and all the artists. so, dptlah i jumpe faveret artist i ni. ahaha. org msti gelak klu sy kate sy suke Nubhan. hahaha. sy die-hard-fan die dari zaman AF6 lagi tw.

xtw kenapa die ni tggi sgt.. but he smells so nice!! =p

kalau org kate ape pengalaman paling xleh lupe spnjang bertugas kt sana ialah, bile kiteorg distribute food for the public sbb ade byk sgt makanan lebih. masa breakfast okey lagi, semua mcm under control. tp bila lunch, OMG, semua org mcm xde common sense,berebut2 amek makanan. padahal byk je makaanan tu.,cukup je untuk semua. last2 we had to yell, and keep back all the food in the tent. giler arh. mcm nk gaduh pun ade.

syahira and i. kt khemah catering. budak 2 org tu xtw dri mane dtg. hahaha

depan khemah kiteorg ade pertandingan street dance. smbil2 wt keje smbil2 tgk budak2 ni menari. awesome!

kakak berdua ni. tukang promote smbil jerit "free food, free food" haha

malam pelancaran tu, we were supposed to sit next to the all the ministers yg dtg tp u knw, our reserved seats are taken, in fact some of us kena "mengalah" bg kt so-called berkuasa punye org. pfft. haha.

sy duduk belakang Menteri Belia dan Sukan, Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek, so bile all the wartawan amek gmbr beliau, sy sendiri rasa mcm artist. HAHAHA. dgn flash yg non stop tu, tp sumpah rasa pening kepala T_T

we are the Secretariat Crews!

nice knowing new people, ade yg okey, ade yg ingat bagus sgt, ade yg perasan cantik. haishh. mcm2 =p

right before the lauching. paling tembam tu saya. terima kasih.

okey. so nanti ade carnival selama 3 hari, 27-29 may 2011 kt putrajaya. ade 220 acara tw! byk....! mari jadikan Himpunan Sejuta Belia 2011 satu realiti! anda semua dijemput hadir. =)

for details : www.haribelianegara.org.my

bye semua~!

QUICK~

2011-05-14T09:25:00.000+08:00

won't be here for 2 days
going to Mont Kiara to prepare for HARI BELIA NEGARA launching tomorrow night!
until then, take care dear readers! <3

Review : Kongsi

2011-05-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum semua.

penat.. baru balik dari berjalan-jalan. cehh. i have watched filem Kongsi tadi. semangat sangat nak tgk movie ni, dri first nampak trailer bulan bape hari tu.. hehe. so, first day tayangan dah pergi tgk,punye la semangat kan.
tp tu la kalau berharap sgt,nnti kecewa.. ha, tu la saya rasa sekarang. kecewa sbb filem ni xla sehebat yang saya fikirkan. huu

kalau korang harapkan dia sebest dan selawak Adnan Sempit, better jgn harap sgt lah. sbb cerita dia mcm lwak yang buat-buat. ade la part-part yang kelakar gile, smpai gelak terbahak-bahak tp nth. just mcm tgk lawak senario.eh2 tibe-tibe mcm lawak je,pastu gelak lah. ha,mcm tu la...

pastu sam dlm cite ni,watak die mcm pelik. i mean die kan kena ckp kelate sikit2 sbb die konon-konon datang dari thailand, agaknye sbb tu la kot dialog die sgt minimum. ntah! i mean, i am totally frustrated. saya mcm dah siap 'weh,bila cite ni nak habis.aku nak tidur' haha.. part sam kena keja dgn polis tu je ah yg mcm mengancam sikit,stylo kot.. and nmpk real. agknye tu je kot kepakaran farid kamil as director?? oppsiie. hehe

okey. nk tgk, sila kan. tp jgn harap ape2,nt kecewa mcm i. cewahh.. bg saya, klu per 10, sy g 6/10 je. haha.
okey lah. good nite readers!

p/s : i'm glad that i am a survivor.

Randomly Written #3

2011-05-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum semua.

#1 hari ni bermula dgn senyuman sbb encik faizi dah dapat keje, so saya pun tumpang gembira dgn berita tu. congrats! pasni keje betul2 yea. i promise not to merengek-rengek tak tentu pasal sbb awak sibuk. promise. *pinky promise

#2 bilik baru sgt awesome sbb ade carpet baru. haha. its easy for me to lay down after class without having to climb the bed. believe me, my hostel's bed is so high. haha. even my mom get shocked when she sent me off last sunday. what to do, its unique. :D

#3 first time ever i got an international student as my roommate, but she is just a Thai, not a Russian or a Turkish. haha. if not i have to speak English throughout the semester. ohhh,boring. haha. luckily she could speak both Thai and Malay language fluently, so i don't have too worry much. oh, she is so friendly. =)

#4 the subjects are okey. i think i kinda love them, and both lectures too. since it is a short semester, everything have to be done in such a hurry. first day class : first writing assignment and first presentation too. perfect! >.<

#5 short sem, i have been dreaming to not be involved with any programmes but hmmp. tipu sgt. haha. i have been joining the National Youth Day@ Hari Belia Negara committee. this sunday is the launching at Bukit Bintang. such a big event and i feel so nervous too! the details will be updated soon. youth, make sure to come and join us! =)

#6 my sister will register for UIA foundation at the end of this month.. she will be taking foundation in Human Sciences. i hope everything will run out smoothly for her APT and EPT test. i am quite nervous and worried, haha. what a too-caring big sister kan. and i could not send her off to the PJ campus because of the Hari Belia Day. so sad! +_+

#7 ohh. extra : ssgt kelakar bila anda bercakap tentang orang lain tp orang lain pula yang terasa dan memberi respon berlebihan. funny okey.~!

until then, take care readers, silent readers, and ohhh. my sweet stalker. =))

p/s : i am loving tumblr and twitter <3

p/s/s : nak pergi tgk cite KONGSI kejap lagi. mintak2 la ade tiket uwuwu

kind me...

2011-05-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

dear you,
i do not know what is wrong with you
your existence really annoys me, before, now and even in the future

just because you are unhappy with your life, it doesn't mean that you can be unhappy with someone else happiness.

oh.read above notes. it could help you. MAYBE
and just stay away and mind your own problems.
thanks!

2011-05-10T17:54:00.003+08:00

HEY BOY, I MISS YOU

Kembali....

2011-05-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

salam semua! ape khabar? ha, tak sihat?? kalau tak sihat sila ke klinik okey. *tibe2*

saya tak sihat ni. sakit. sakit hati. sakit jiwa. sakit.....errr...limpa, jantung dan paru-paru sekali..adehh
parah sgt dah ni. nk ubat kan pun belum tentu dapat sihat balik.
uwaaaaaa~

punca penyakit ni senang je. sangat senang. sbb..

hari ni hari ahad. *wth*

hari ni ahad. esok dah kena balik semula ke kelas.
malas yang teramat-amat. malas la nak belajar.

tp excited nak jumpa kawan-kawan kelas je.
jumpe. borak, sakat, gelak kan. study sama-sama, masing-masing buat muka tak faham bila dgr lecture, curi-curi online dalam kelas minor, and buat assignment sama-sama. oh sweeettt~! *wth*

rindu ira, diha, jie, afiqah, syafiqah, spark, shafar, hamdi, jie, anis suriati, se, fardaus, ijat...lalalala~

tp...

ape yg best mulai esok dah boleh jumpe encik faizi hari-hari! hoyea....~

okey. dah sihat balik. hahaha :'>>

p/s : everything happens for a reason.

Happy mother's day, ma =)

2011-05-07T15:56:00.002+08:00

terima kasih ma

sbb mengandungkan kak long

terima kasih ma

sbb melahirkan kak long

terima kasih ma

sbb selalu ada dan manjakan kak long smpai la sekarang

*walaupun dh tua cmni*

terima kasih ma

sbb setiap kali kak long balik cuti, ma msti akan bg duit topup nk mesej

sbb ma tahu kak long tak ade duit

*haha*

terima kasih ma

sbb akan masak kan apa yg kak long nak klu tibe2 kak long mengada2 mintak

bila esok dan nk balik asrama

*hehe*

terima kasih ma

untuk nasihat

untuk kasih syg

untuk perhatian

untuk

segala-galanya.

tak kan terbalas selamanya.

mama, i love you.